I don't think of myself as a secretive person. Private, yes. There's a difference. Secretive implies something hidden that needs to stay hidden. Private just means a person keeps the interior life interior, handles things internally, doesn't narrate every feeling the moment it surfaces. I've been turning this distinction over this week because Jen said something on Sunday before she drove back to Billings that I've been sitting with since.
She said: I feel like I know you and I don't know you at the same time. She said it kindly, not as an accusation. More like an observation she was trying to be fair about. I didn't know what to say so I said something like: Yeah, that's probably accurate. Which was honest but not particularly useful. She smiled and got in her car and drove off and I stood in the driveway for a while after the dust settled.
Ranch work has been consistent — haying started in the lower fields, which means early mornings and long evenings and the smell of cut grass all day. Dad runs the swather, I rake, we share the baling. It's the kind of work that doesn't leave room for thinking about much else while you're in it, which is something I've always appreciated about ranch work. The thinking happens during and after, not through any active effort. You just drive the tractor and let things shake loose.
Made a big batch of refrigerator pickles Tuesday. Quick brine — vinegar, a little sugar, salt, dill, red pepper flakes, garlic. I pack them into quart jars and keep them in the basement fridge. Mom asks where they go so fast. I bring them to clients sometimes, leave a jar on the seat. People remember a farrier who brings pickles. It sounds like a joke but it's a legitimate marketing strategy. Tom Whelan told me that years ago and I thought he was kidding. He wasn't.
The batch I made Tuesday was looser than usual — more red pepper flakes, extra garlic — and I kept thinking about Jen’s comment while I was packing the jars. There’s something honest about a refrigerator pickle: you put in what you have, you seal it up, you wait, and eventually it becomes something worth sharing. Chicago-style hot giardiniera is the version I keep coming back to when I want something with a little more edge to it, something that holds its own next to whatever else is on the table.
Chicago-Style Hot Giardiniera
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 0 minutes | Total Time: 24 hours (brine time) | Servings: 16 (2 quart jars)
Ingredients
- 2 cups cauliflower florets, cut small
- 2 stalks celery, sliced 1/4 inch thick
- 1 large carrot, peeled and sliced thin
- 1 green bell pepper, diced
- 1 red bell pepper, diced
- 4–6 serrano or sport peppers, sliced into rings
- 4 cloves garlic, thinly sliced
- 1/4 cup kosher salt (for salting)
- 1 teaspoon red pepper flakes
- 1 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1/2 teaspoon celery seed
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1 cup white wine vinegar
- 1/2 cup distilled white vinegar
- 1/2 cup olive oil
Instructions
- Salt the vegetables. Combine cauliflower, celery, carrot, bell peppers, hot peppers, and garlic in a large bowl. Toss with the kosher salt, cover, and refrigerate overnight or at least 8 hours to draw out moisture.
- Rinse and drain. Transfer vegetables to a colander and rinse thoroughly under cold water. Press gently to remove excess liquid, then spread on a clean kitchen towel and pat dry.
- Mix the brine. In a large bowl, whisk together the white wine vinegar, white vinegar, olive oil, red pepper flakes, oregano, celery seed, and black pepper until combined.
- Combine. Add the drained vegetables to the brine and stir to coat evenly. Let the mixture sit at room temperature for 30 minutes so the flavors start to come together.
- Pack the jars. Pack the giardiniera tightly into two clean quart jars. Pour the remaining brine over the top, making sure the vegetables are submerged. Seal the lids.
- Refrigerate. Store in the refrigerator for at least 24 hours before serving — 48 hours is better. Keeps well for up to 3 weeks.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 75 | Protein: 1g | Fat: 6g | Carbs: 4g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 310mg