February. Tyler took me on a date this week, first one in a long time. We went to the Montgomery restaurant where I had my twenty-sixth birthday, the first real restaurant, the one with three forks. I knew where the forks were this time. I used the right one for the first course, which I also understood this time. I ordered a different lamb dish than before and it was extraordinary in a different way.
We talked about Ida for about forty-five minutes and then laughed at ourselves for talking about Ida for forty-five minutes on date night and then talked about us for the rest of the dinner. About what we wanted. About the duplex and whether we were ready for a house someday. About whether Ida would want a sibling. About what Tyler wanted from the shop in the next few years. About what I wanted from the daycare.
I said I thought about writing a book. Not a whole book, but something longer than blog posts. A collection. All the recipes and the stories, the way I tell them here but shaped into something someone could hold in their hands. Tyler looked at me for a moment and said: do it. I said: I do not know how. He said: you know how to learn things. I said: yes. He said: then you know how to do this. That is the kind of encouragement that is also a challenge and I appreciate both parts equally.
The small Bright Beginnings Daycare in the small downtown Prattville is the small workplace. The small toddler-room teacher role (ages 18-36 months). The small daycare-worker-salary plus the small fiancé-Cole’s small carpenter-paycheck is the small two-income engaged-couple budget. The small wedding-saving has been the small two-year-project.
Tyler Clarke (the small fiancé, 29, diesel-mechanic-from-Millbrook) works at a small trucking-company. The small wedding is planned for October 2026 with Gloria walking Savannah down the aisle. The small marriage will be the small first-stable-adult-relationship Savannah has had. The small foster-care upbringing means the small family-of-origin had been the small unstable-shape.
The small foster-care-history: Savannah went into the small Alabama-foster-care system at age six after the small mother’s incarceration and the small father’s absence. The small seven-foster-placements between infancy and age sixteen. The small last placement (Gloria and James Martin in Prattville, who became the small forever-parents) since age fourteen. The small Martin-foster-parents continued to be the small only-parents until James died in 2024 at 77 from a heart-attack mowing the lawn.
The small self-taught-Southern-cooking is the small kitchen-identity. The small no-grandmother-recipes-passed-down meant the small YouTube-and-cookbook-self-teaching from age sixteen onward. The small fried chicken, the small biscuits, the small mac-and-cheese, the small banana pudding, the small sweet tea are the small staples.
The small Gloria-Martin kitchen-mentorship (Gloria is the small foster-mom-now-mom) has been the small adult-cooking-development since the small fourteen-year-old. The small Gloria-Sunday-dinners-with-Savannah-cooking-now are the small weekly-rhythm since James passed. The small Gloria-recipes (Black-Southern-comfort-food the small chain of Gloria’s mother and grandmother) are the small heritage-by-adoption.
The small Prattville-small-town-community is the small social-context. The small First Baptist Church congregation is the small church-family. The small daycare-coworkers are the small adjacent-friend-network. The small Martin-family (Gloria, James who passed in 2024, plus the small current-foster-child Destiny age 6 in Gloria’s care) is the small chosen-family. The small Tyler’s-family-in-Millbrook (Debbie, Roy, and four-brothers) is the small in-law-family.
I am not going to attempt a Montgomery-restaurant lamb dish on a Tuesday night, but I came home from that dinner wanting to carry some of that feeling — the intentionality of it, the sense that the ordinary evening deserved something — into my own kitchen. Prosciutto pinwheels are how I get there: something that looks a little dressed-up, a little considered, the kind of thing you put out when you want the people at your table to feel like they were worth the effort. Tyler said I know how to learn things. I think I am also learning how to make even a quiet night at home feel like a night worth remembering.
Prosciutto Pinwheels
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 12 min | Total Time: 27 min | Servings: 24 pinwheels
Ingredients
- 1 package (8 oz) cream cheese, softened
- 2 tablespoons fresh chives, finely chopped
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
- 2 cans (8 oz each) refrigerated crescent roll dough
- 8 oz thinly sliced prosciutto
- 1/2 cup finely grated Parmesan cheese
- 1 tablespoon Dijon mustard (optional, for a little sharpness)
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Heat oven to 375°F. Line two baking sheets with parchment paper and set aside.
- Make the filling. In a medium bowl, stir together the softened cream cheese, chives, garlic powder, and black pepper until smooth. If using Dijon, stir it in now.
- Unroll the dough. Open each can of crescent dough and unroll onto a lightly floured surface. Press the perforated seams firmly together so each can forms one solid rectangle.
- Spread and layer. Divide the cream cheese mixture evenly between the two rectangles and spread it all the way to the edges. Lay the prosciutto slices in a single even layer over the cream cheese, then sprinkle each rectangle with half the Parmesan.
- Roll tightly. Starting from the long edge of each rectangle, roll the dough up snugly into a log. Press the seam gently to seal. If the logs feel soft, refrigerate them for 10 minutes — they will slice more cleanly.
- Slice. Using a sharp knife, cut each log into 12 rounds about 3/4-inch thick. Arrange them cut-side up on the prepared baking sheets, spacing about 1 inch apart.
- Bake. Bake for 10 to 12 minutes, until the pinwheels are puffed and golden at the edges. The prosciutto will crisp slightly at the tips, which is what you want.
- Rest and serve. Let them cool on the pan for 3 to 4 minutes before transferring. Serve warm or at room temperature.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 98 | Protein: 4g | Fat: 6g | Carbs: 7g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 230mg