Christmas 2020. We drove to Las Cruces despite everything — masked at gas stations, windows down, a cooler full of food we brought from home. I needed to see my father. That was the deciding factor. You can argue with risk calculations but you cannot argue with the weight of not seeing your father when you have the chance and then not having the chance anymore.
Hector looked older than he did at the championship game a year ago. The year in isolation had taken something — not his sharpness, but some of his physicality, the way he held himself. He was thinner. He tired more easily. But when Diego sat across the table from him and they talked football for two hours — Hector leaning forward, eyes bright, voice full — I saw the version of him I've always known. The illness shrinks the body. Some people it does not shrink.
Christmas Eve tamales in person. Back in the kitchen with Mom, the steam rising, the assembly line of four generations operating. Hector at his stool, directing. Sofia folding with a precision she'd clearly been practicing at home. The twins fighting over who got to arrange the tamales in the steamer pot. Diego quiet and focused at the end of the line. This is the living version of the tradition. This is why we drove through a pandemic to get here.
Christmas morning: the twins at five-forty. I heard them trying to be quiet in the hallway and failing completely. They came in to our room in their pajamas and told us Santa had come with great intensity, as if we might have forgotten the context. We went out together. Hector was already in his chair by the tree. I don't know what time he got up. Some things you don't ask about.
The tamales were the heart of that Christmas Eve — but it was the next night, Christmas itself, quieter and slower, where we needed something that could hold all of it: the relief of being together, the tenderness of watching my father lean back in his chair by the tree, the strange fullness of a holiday we almost didn’t make it to. Stuffed poblano peppers are a Las Cruces kitchen staple in our family, the kind of thing Mom would put together when she wanted something that felt celebratory but unhurried. They carry that same New Mexico heat and care as the tamales, but they belong to the evenings when the work is done and you just want to sit down together and eat something that tastes like home.
Stuffed Poblano Peppers
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 35 min | Total Time: 55 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 4 large poblano peppers
- 1 lb ground beef (or Mexican shredded beef)
- 1 cup cooked long-grain white rice
- 1 can (15 oz) black beans, drained and rinsed
- 1 cup frozen corn, thawed
- 1 can (10 oz) diced tomatoes with green chiles (such as Ro*Tel), drained
- 1 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1 teaspoon chili powder
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon onion powder
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1 1/2 cups shredded Monterey Jack or pepper jack cheese, divided
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- Fresh cilantro and sour cream, for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat and prep peppers. Preheat oven to 400°F. Slice each poblano in half lengthwise and remove seeds and membranes. Brush the cut sides lightly with olive oil and place cut-side up in a large baking dish.
- Par-roast the peppers. Roast the empty poblano halves for 10 minutes until just beginning to soften. Remove from the oven and set aside. Reduce oven temperature to 375°F.
- Brown the beef. In a large skillet over medium-high heat, cook the ground beef, breaking it apart, until no longer pink, about 6–8 minutes. Drain excess fat.
- Build the filling. Stir in cumin, chili powder, garlic powder, onion powder, salt, and pepper. Add the drained tomatoes with green chiles, black beans, corn, and cooked rice. Stir well and cook 2–3 minutes until heated through. Remove from heat and fold in 3/4 cup of the shredded cheese.
- Fill and top. Spoon the filling generously into each roasted poblano half, mounding it slightly. Sprinkle the remaining 3/4 cup cheese evenly over the tops.
- Bake. Return the baking dish to the oven and bake at 375°F for 18–22 minutes, until the cheese is melted, bubbling, and lightly golden at the edges.
- Rest and serve. Let the peppers rest for 5 minutes before serving. Garnish with fresh cilantro and a dollop of sour cream if desired.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 520 | Protein: 34g | Fat: 24g | Carbs: 42g | Fiber: 8g | Sodium: 740mg