Week 473. Spring 2025. I am 42 years old and standing in my kitchen — the Bench house kitchen, the one that held cancer and divorce and cinnamon rolls — and the stove is on and something is cooking and the house smells like fresh herbs and possibility and this is my life. This is the life I built.
Brett came Wednesday. We sat on the porch and talked about nothing, and the nothing was perfect, the way nothing between siblings is always perfect — full of history, empty of agenda, the purest form of company.
Mason is 14 and navigating middle school with the quiet competence that has always been his way — focused, kind, certain of who he is in a way that took me thirty years to achieve.
Lily is 12 and riding horses with the fearlessness of someone who has never considered the possibility of falling.
I made garden salad with vinaigrette this week. The food continues. The food always continues. It is the thread that connects every week to every other week, every year to every other year, every version of me to every other version — the woman on the kitchen floor, the woman at the chemo recliner, the woman at the grill, the woman at the outdoor table under the string lights. All of them, connected by the food they made with their hands. All of them, me.
The salad was the weeknight anchor, the thing that kept Tuesday feeling like Tuesday — but it was this strawberry pie that felt like the real exhale, the dessert I made because spring was fully here and because Brett had sat on my porch and because Mason and Lily are becoming people I genuinely like. There’s something about slicing fresh strawberries in a quiet kitchen, the stove barely on, the house smelling like possibility, that turns ordinary Tuesday into something worth marking. This is the kind of recipe I reach for when I don’t need comfort so much as I need to celebrate the fact that things are simply, steadily good.
Strawberry Pie
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 10 min | Chill Time: 2 hours | Total Time: 2 hours 30 min | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1 pre-baked 9-inch pie crust (store-bought or homemade), cooled completely
- 2 lbs fresh strawberries, hulled (about 6 cups)
- 1 cup granulated sugar
- 3 tablespoons cornstarch
- 3/4 cup water
- 3 oz package strawberry-flavored gelatin
- 1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice
- Whipped cream, for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Prepare the strawberries. Hull all the strawberries. Set aside about 1 cup of the smaller or less-perfect berries for the glaze. Halve or quarter the remaining berries and arrange them in the cooled pie crust, cut side down, packing them in snugly.
- Make the glaze base. In a small saucepan, crush the reserved 1 cup of strawberries with a fork or potato masher. Add the sugar, cornstarch, and water. Stir to combine.
- Cook the glaze. Place the saucepan over medium heat and cook, stirring constantly, until the mixture thickens and turns clear and glossy, about 8–10 minutes. Remove from heat.
- Add gelatin and lemon. Stir in the strawberry gelatin and lemon juice until the gelatin is fully dissolved. Let the glaze cool for 10 minutes, stirring occasionally, until slightly thickened but still pourable.
- Glaze the pie. Pour the warm glaze evenly over the strawberries in the crust, using a spoon to nudge it into all the gaps. The glaze should coat and settle around every berry.
- Chill until set. Refrigerate uncovered for at least 2 hours, or until the glaze is fully set and holds its shape when sliced.
- Slice and serve. Cut into 8 slices and serve cold, topped with a dollop of whipped cream if desired.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 275 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 7g | Carbs: 52g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 145mg