One year. Fifty-two weeks of cooking and living and writing it all down. I didn't plan to keep track of the weeks — it just happened, the way cooking happens, the way a roux starts with oil and flour and becomes something else without you deciding it should. But here we are. A year. And I'm going to tell you what a year looks like from where I stand, which is in a kitchen in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, with a wooden spoon in my hand and a family at the table and the weight of everything I come from pressing on my shoulders like a hand — not heavy, not light, just there. Always there.
A year: the flood came, and we survived it. The pit got built, and ribs got smoked, and Pierre said "bon," which is his masterpiece of literary criticism. Luc started middle school and grew two inches and can't open his locker. Colette turned eight and organized her birthday party like a campaign and wants to help sick people and draws the yellow cottage from memory. Rémy went to kindergarten and caught a fish and wore crawfish claws on Halloween and learned Cajun French one word at a time and asked for a baby brother, which is not happening but which I appreciate as evidence of ambition.
A year: Danielle taught second grade and organized a flood relief drive and managed our finances and our schedules and our children and our marriage and me, which is the hardest job of all because I am not a manageable man. She did it with spreadsheets and grace and the kind of quiet ferocity that I fell in love with at a fais do-do in 2003 and fall in love with again every Tuesday when she organizes the spice cabinet that I've disorganized.
A year: Mama is still in the yellow cottage. Still cooking. Still telling me my gumbo almost compares. The cottage is still standing, and the bayou is still running, and the fig tree is bearing fruit, and the screen door still creaks, and these things are not guaranteed and I know it. I know the water is coming. I know the coast is eroding. I know the day will come when the cottage is gone and the bayou is salt and the culture I'm trying to preserve is a museum exhibit instead of a living thing. I know it. And I cook anyway. Because cooking is the opposite of erosion. Cooking is adding, not subtracting. It's building flavor, layer by layer, the way the Acadians built a life, generation by generation, from nothing. From exile. From a boat and a swamp and a stubbornness that would not quit.
Joey's been gone three years. The tattoo on my forearm still says "C'est bon, cher," and I still believe it, most days, the way I believe in the roux and the bayou and the family that gathers around the table. It's good, dear. It's good. Not perfect — never perfect, Mama made sure of that — but good. The kind of good that's built, not born. The kind of good that takes patience and heat and forty-five minutes of stirring.
I don't know what next year holds. More crawfish, I hope. More gumbo. More football in the yard and fishing trips and Wednesday-night dinners that nobody photographs because they're not pretty enough for the internet but are exactly pretty enough for us. More of the ordinary. More of the good. More of the Beaumont life, lived one meal at a time, one week at a time, one stir of the roux at a time. C'est bon, cher. Year one is done. Now we start year two. And the pot is still on the stove, and the spoon is still turning, and the family is still at the table. That's enough. That's everything. Let's eat.
Week fifty-two called for something that felt like a celebration and a homecoming all at once — not the crawfish and gumbo I kept talking about, but something sturdy and satisfying, the kind of meal that says we made it without making a fuss about it. Steaks with mushroom gravy is exactly that: nothing fancy, nothing photographed for the internet, just good meat and a rich pan sauce and a table full of people who earned it. Here’s how I made it.
Steaks With Mushroom Gravy
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 35 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 4 boneless ribeye or sirloin steaks (about 8 oz each, 1 inch thick)
- 1 1/2 teaspoons kosher salt, divided
- 1 teaspoon freshly cracked black pepper, divided
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 3 tablespoons unsalted butter, divided
- 10 oz cremini mushrooms, sliced 1/4 inch thick
- 1 medium shallot, finely diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour
- 1 1/4 cups low-sodium beef broth
- 1/2 cup heavy cream
- 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce
- 1 teaspoon fresh thyme leaves (or 1/4 teaspoon dried)
- 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard
Instructions
- Season the steaks. Pat steaks completely dry with paper towels. Season both sides evenly with 1 teaspoon salt and 3/4 teaspoon pepper. Let rest at room temperature for 10 minutes while you prep the vegetables.
- Sear the steaks. Heat olive oil in a large cast-iron or heavy skillet over high heat until just smoking. Add steaks without crowding. Sear undisturbed for 3 to 4 minutes per side for medium-rare (internal temperature 130°F). Transfer to a plate, tent loosely with foil, and rest for at least 5 minutes.
- Build the mushroom base. Reduce heat to medium-high. Add 1 tablespoon butter to the same pan. Once foaming, add mushrooms in a single layer. Cook without stirring for 3 minutes until deeply golden on one side, then stir and cook 2 minutes more. Season with the remaining salt and pepper.
- Soften the aromatics. Push mushrooms to one side. Add another tablespoon of butter, the shallot, and garlic to the cleared space. Cook, stirring, for 1 to 2 minutes until softened and fragrant.
- Start the roux. Add the remaining tablespoon of butter and sprinkle the flour over the mushroom mixture. Stir constantly for 1 full minute — this is the roux, and patience here is everything. Let the flour cook out and take on a faintly nutty color before moving on.
- Finish the gravy. Slowly whisk in the beef broth, scraping up any browned bits from the bottom of the pan. Whisk in the heavy cream, Worcestershire sauce, and Dijon mustard. Bring to a gentle simmer and cook 3 to 4 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the gravy thickens enough to coat the back of a spoon. Stir in the thyme. Taste and adjust seasoning.
- Plate and serve. Arrange steaks on plates or a platter. Spoon the mushroom gravy generously over each steak. Serve immediately alongside mashed potatoes, egg noodles, or crusty bread to catch every drop of the sauce.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 545 | Protein: 46g | Fat: 37g | Carbs: 8g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 510mg