Persimmon Nut Roll

New Year. Ida stayed up until eight-thirty and then went down and Tyler and I spent midnight the same way as last year, quietly, watching the TV, and it was exactly the same and that is the point. I want this New Year ritual to become something Ida knows about before she has memory. I want her to absorb the sound of the ball dropping and the quiet happiness of her parents celebrating the year turning over.

Tyler was promoted again this week. Official foreman title confirmed and expanded. He is managing the full shop now, which is the job he has been building toward for years. He called me from the shop and his voice was quiet in the particular way it gets when something real has happened. I said: I am proud of you. He said: I know. I said: say it back. He said: I am proud of myself. He laughed when he said it. It is a new muscle. It gets easier the more you use it.

Black-eyed peas for the new year again. Tradition now firmly in place. I made them with ham hock and they cooked for three hours and the broth was dark and good. Ida tasted the broth from a spoon and made her six-expression face and then opened her mouth for more. She is a reliable audience. She has inherited that from her father.

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The black-eyed peas had done their job — three hours on the stove, the broth dark and quietly proud of itself, Ida opening her mouth for more from the spoon — and by the time Tyler and I were settled into the couch and the ball had dropped and the new year was officially ours, I wanted something sweet that matched the feeling of the evening: unhurried, old-fashioned, made with care. This Persimmon Nut Roll is the kind of thing that rewards patience, which felt exactly right for a night about exactly that.

Prep Time: 25 minutes | Cook Time: 55 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour 20 minutes | Servings: 10 slices

Ingredients

1 cup ripe Hachiya persimmon pulp (from 2 to 3 very soft persimmons)
1 teaspoon baking soda
1 cup granulated sugar
1/4 cup unsalted butter, softened
2 large eggs
1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
1/4 teaspoon ground cloves
1 cup chopped toasted pecans or walnuts
1/2 cup raisins (optional)
Powdered sugar for dusting

Instructions

Prepare the persimmon pulp. Scoop the flesh from very ripe, soft Hachiya persimmons and puree until smooth. Stir in the baking soda and let stand 5 minutes — the pulp will thicken and deepen in color. This is what keeps the roll moist.
Cream butter and sugar. In a large bowl, beat the softened butter and granulated sugar together until light and well combined, about 2 to 3 minutes by hand or with a hand mixer on medium.
Add eggs. Beat in the eggs one at a time until fully incorporated.
Fold in the persimmon pulp. Stir the persimmon mixture into the butter and egg mixture until evenly combined.
Mix the dry ingredients. In a separate bowl, whisk together the flour, salt, cinnamon, nutmeg, and cloves. Add to the wet mixture and stir just until no dry streaks remain.
Fold in the nuts. Gently stir in the toasted pecans or walnuts and the raisins if using.
Shape and bake. Preheat the oven to 325°F. Grease a 9x5-inch loaf pan and pour in the batter, smoothing the top. Bake for 50 to 55 minutes, until a toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean and the top is deep golden brown.
Cool before slicing. Let the loaf cool in the pan for 10 minutes, then turn out onto a wire rack to cool completely. Dust the top with powdered sugar before slicing.

Nutrition (per serving)

Persimmon Nut Roll — The Sweet Close to a New Year That Meant Something