Thirty weeks. October feels both close and impossibly far. The baby is due in late October, which is our wedding anniversary month, which Tyler says is the best possible timing. I say it was not timed on purpose and he says he knows, it just worked out right, which is his way of saying the universe is paying attention.
I told the daycare children I am having a girl. This was the same group I told I was pregnant to and the reactions were exactly proportional to what they could understand. Brianna, who is five and very invested in this situation, said: finally, I knew it was a girl. She did not know it was a girl. She had said she hoped it was a girl and is now claiming she knew. I did not correct her. She is five and delighted and her delight is correct even if her claim of knowledge is not.
Made a cake for Destiny birthday this week. She turned eight last month and we were going to celebrate and then I was too tired and we postponed, and this week I was not too tired. I made a yellow cake with lemon glaze. Crystal mother cake. Destiny did not know that story but I know it and I thought about it while I made it. Some food carries histories the people eating it cannot see. That is all right. The carrying is the point.
I made this cake thinking about Crystal’s mother and about Destiny and about how the same gesture — a cake, a glaze, a little sweetness — travels forward through people who may never know its origin. I wanted something dense and warm and worth the wait, the way the celebration itself had been worth the wait. A bundt felt right: something that looks simple and holds more than you expect.
Pecan Banana Bundt Cake
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 55 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour 15 minutes | Servings: 12
Ingredients
- 3 very ripe bananas, mashed (about 1 1/2 cups)
- 3 cups all-purpose flour
- 1 1/2 teaspoons baking soda
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1 teaspoon cinnamon
- 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened
- 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar
- 3 large eggs
- 2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract
- 1 cup sour cream
- 1 cup chopped toasted pecans
- For the lemon glaze: 1 cup powdered sugar, 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice, 1 teaspoon lemon zest
Instructions
- Preheat and prepare. Heat oven to 350°F. Generously butter and flour a 12-cup bundt pan, making sure to coat every ridge.
- Combine dry ingredients. In a medium bowl, whisk together the flour, baking soda, salt, and cinnamon. Set aside.
- Cream butter and sugar. In a large bowl, beat the softened butter and granulated sugar together with a hand mixer or stand mixer on medium-high until light and fluffy, about 3 minutes.
- Add eggs and vanilla. Add the eggs one at a time, beating well after each addition. Mix in the vanilla extract.
- Mix in banana and sour cream. Fold in the mashed bananas and sour cream until just combined — the batter will look a little uneven, and that’s fine.
- Fold in dry ingredients and pecans. Add the flour mixture in three additions, stirring gently after each. Fold in the toasted pecans last.
- Bake. Pour the batter into the prepared bundt pan and smooth the top. Bake for 50–55 minutes, until a toothpick inserted near the center comes out clean and the top springs back lightly when touched.
- Cool. Let the cake cool in the pan on a wire rack for 15 minutes, then invert onto the rack and cool completely before glazing.
- Make the lemon glaze. Whisk together the powdered sugar, lemon juice, and lemon zest until smooth and pourable. Add a few more drops of lemon juice if needed to reach a drizzleable consistency.
- Glaze and serve. Drizzle the lemon glaze over the fully cooled cake, letting it run down the sides. Slice and serve at room temperature.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 480 | Protein: 6g | Fat: 23g | Carbs: 64g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 230mg