Two weeks into lockdown and a new rhythm had established itself. School online, daily cooking, video calls, reading. The news was relentless and I had made a deliberate decision to read it once in the morning and once at night and not to let it run all day, because all-day news is all-day anxiety with no additional information and I needed my mind for other things. This was harder to maintain than it sounds. The pull of the refresh button is not subtle.
I had started a sourdough starter — flour and water and time, a living thing that required daily feeding. I had read about sourdough in one of my cookbooks and the microbiology of it had interested me before the lockdown; now the process of feeding something alive in a jar on the kitchen counter felt meaningful in a way that was not entirely rational but was entirely real. I named the starter. I will not say what I named it. I fed it every twelve hours. It bubbled and grew and smelled sour and good.
MawMaw Shirley's voice on the phone was the clearest thing in my day. She called every morning at nine — not because we had agreed to this schedule, just because that's when she called, and within a week I was awake and at the kitchen table with coffee at nine because I had organized myself around her call. She told me about her garden, which she was tending more attentively than usual. She told me recipes she had been thinking about. She told me the name of every neighbor who had checked on her and the name of every one who hadn't, with precisely no judgment in her voice. Just information. I knew she was all right when the information was flowing freely.
I made the first sourdough loaf at the end of the week — open crumb, good crust, the specific sour tang that no commercial yeast produces. It was real bread. I ate it with butter and told MawMaw. She said, "Bring me one when this is over." I promised. I intended to keep that promise with my whole heart.
That first sourdough loaf cracked something open in me — the proof that I could tend something alive, be patient with it, and be rewarded. Once I had the starter running reliably and the rhythm of feeding it every twelve hours felt as natural as morning coffee, I wanted to push further into bread. These onion sandwich rolls became my next project: still yeast-leavened, still requiring that same attentiveness to rise and timing, but softer and savory in a way that felt like something MawMaw Shirley would pull apart at the table. I was already planning what I’d bring her when this was over — and I knew it wouldn’t just be one loaf.
Onion Sandwich Rolls
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 22 minutes | Total Time: 2 hours 42 minutes (includes rise time) | Servings: 12 rolls
Ingredients
- 1 cup warm water (105–110°F)
- 2 1/4 teaspoons active dry yeast (1 standard packet)
- 1 tablespoon granulated sugar
- 3 cups all-purpose flour, plus more for dusting
- 1 teaspoon fine salt
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, softened
- 1 large egg, room temperature
- 3/4 cup finely diced yellow onion (about 1 small onion)
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 1 egg, beaten (for egg wash)
- 1 teaspoon flaky sea salt, for topping
- 1 teaspoon dried minced onion, for topping (optional)
Instructions
- Soften the onion. Heat olive oil in a small skillet over medium-low heat. Add diced onion and cook, stirring occasionally, for 8–10 minutes until softened and lightly golden. Remove from heat and let cool completely.
- Activate the yeast. In the bowl of a stand mixer (or a large mixing bowl), combine warm water, sugar, and yeast. Stir gently and let sit for 5–8 minutes until foamy and fragrant. If the yeast does not foam, start again with fresh yeast.
- Build the dough. Add the flour, salt, softened butter, egg, and cooled sautéed onion to the yeast mixture. Mix with a dough hook on medium speed for 6–8 minutes (or knead by hand for 10 minutes) until the dough is smooth, slightly tacky, and pulls cleanly from the sides of the bowl.
- First rise. Shape the dough into a ball and place in a lightly oiled bowl, turning once to coat. Cover with plastic wrap or a clean kitchen towel and let rise in a warm spot for 1 to 1 1/2 hours, until doubled in size.
- Shape the rolls. Punch down the dough and turn it out onto a lightly floured surface. Divide into 12 equal portions (roughly 65g each). Shape each portion into a smooth ball by pulling the edges underneath and rolling against the counter. Arrange on a parchment-lined baking sheet, spacing about 2 inches apart.
- Second rise. Cover the shaped rolls loosely with plastic wrap and let rise for 45 minutes to 1 hour, until noticeably puffed.
- Preheat and top. Preheat oven to 375°F (190°C). Brush each roll gently with beaten egg wash. Sprinkle with flaky sea salt and dried minced onion, if using.
- Bake. Bake for 18–22 minutes, until deep golden brown on top and the rolls sound hollow when tapped on the bottom. An instant-read thermometer inserted into the center should read 190°F.
- Cool. Transfer rolls to a wire rack and cool for at least 10 minutes before serving. They’re best the day they’re made but keep well wrapped at room temperature for up to 2 days.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 175 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 4g | Carbs: 29g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 210mg