Thanksgiving Day. Forty-one. Jessica's sister's sister-in-law showed up unannounced because she happened to be in Houston with her husband. We made room. There is always one more chair. The tents in the backyard, two of them, ten by twenty feet each, with heaters because it was 52 degrees that morning. The smokers running. James starting at midnight on the first turkey. Me starting at 6 AM on the third. The handoff went smoothly. By 1 PM all three turkeys were resting. Lily had organized the side dishes. Jollof. Cornbread (Mai's reluctant but earned approval). Spring rolls. Pho gà for the soup course. Mashed potatoes. Sweet potatoes with a Vietnamese coconut-caramel topping (a new dish, James's invention, extraordinary). Pickled vegetables. Sudanese shata (the Hassans came too, and brought it). Pupusas (the Hernándezes). Banh chung for the Vietnamese ritual element. Six pies for dessert.
Mai gave the blessing. She did it standing this year — Linh helped her up from her chair, she stood, she said the blessing in Vietnamese and Linh translated, and then she sat back down. The standing was deliberate. Mai had told me Tuesday she wanted to stand for the blessing, "while I still can." Mai is forecasting. Mai is calibrating. Mai is making sure things happen now while the body cooperates. I did not argue. I helped Linh help her up.
Tyler's toast this year. Holding Ruby (who he had taken from Emma so Emma could eat). He said, "This is the biggest table our family has ever had. Mai, you started this. Dad, you carried it. We'll carry it for you when you're ready to sit. Until then — eat." He sat down. Twelve words. The Tran toast tradition holds. Mai laughed. Mai laughed twice this Thanksgiving. The matriarch is finding humor in the structure now. The matriarch is going to be okay this year.
Forty-one people means forty-one opinions about everything except the bread — the bread, everyone agrees on. James had the smokers, Lily had the sides coordinated, Mai had the blessing, and I had this loaf. Colonial Yeast Bread is the one thing at our table that asks for patience over flair, and on a day when the tents are up and the heaters are humming and someone you didn’t expect just pulled into the driveway, patience feels like exactly the right prayer. It disappears before the pies, every single year, and that feels right too.
Colonial Yeast Bread
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 30 minutes | Total Time: 2 hours 50 minutes (includes rise time) | Servings: 16 slices
Ingredients
- 1 packet (2 1/4 tsp) active dry yeast
- 1 1/4 cups warm water (110°F), divided
- 1 tbsp granulated sugar, plus 1 tsp for proofing
- 3 1/4 cups all-purpose flour, plus more for kneading
- 1 1/2 tsp kosher salt
- 2 tbsp unsalted butter, softened
- 1/4 cup whole milk, warmed
- 1 tbsp unsalted butter, melted (for brushing)
Instructions
- Proof the yeast. Combine 1/4 cup warm water, 1 tsp sugar, and yeast in a small bowl. Stir gently and let stand 5–10 minutes until foamy and fragrant. If it doesn’t foam, your yeast is inactive — start again with fresh yeast.
- Mix the dough. In a large bowl, whisk together the flour, salt, and remaining 1 tbsp sugar. Add the softened butter, warm milk, remaining 1 cup warm water, and the proofed yeast mixture. Stir with a wooden spoon until a shaggy dough forms.
- Knead. Turn the dough onto a lightly floured surface and knead for 8–10 minutes, adding flour a tablespoon at a time as needed, until the dough is smooth, slightly tacky, and springs back when poked. Alternatively, use a stand mixer with a dough hook on medium speed for 6 minutes.
- First rise. Shape the dough into a ball and place in a lightly oiled bowl, turning once to coat. Cover with a clean kitchen towel or plastic wrap and let rise in a warm spot for 1 to 1 1/2 hours, until doubled in size.
- Shape the loaf. Punch down the risen dough and turn it onto a lightly floured surface. Flatten into a rough rectangle about 8 inches wide. Roll it tightly into a log, pinch the seam, and place seam-side down in a lightly greased 9x5-inch loaf pan.
- Second rise. Cover loosely and let rise again for 45 minutes to 1 hour, until the dough crowns about 1 inch above the rim of the pan.
- Bake. Preheat oven to 375°F. Bake for 28–32 minutes, until the top is deep golden brown and the loaf sounds hollow when tapped on the bottom. An instant-read thermometer inserted in the center should read 190–200°F.
- Finish and cool. Remove from the pan immediately and brush the top with melted butter. Transfer to a wire rack and let cool at least 20 minutes before slicing. (We know. It’s hard. Wait.)
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 112 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 3g | Carbs: 19g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 185mg