January in Cascade Heights. The Christmas lights still up on the next block. Set the Table at New Birth Saturday morning. Six girls. We did baked chicken.
Daddy in his apartment in the back. I brought him his coffee and his medication this morning. He grumbled. The grumble was the love. Marcus, 20, studying for finals at Alabama.
Beef stew. Chuck cubed. Slow simmer. Carrots, potatoes. The kind of dinner that puts Marcus to sleep on the couch.
Jasmine, 18, home from Howard for the weekend. Isaiah, 17, shot baskets in the driveway after school.
I went to bed at ten. The dishwasher was running. The day was the day.
Tuesday evening I sat at the kitchen table with my composition notebook and worked on the cookbook. From Brenda's Kitchen — that's the working title. I cannot write the introduction without crying yet.
Miss Ernestine called Tuesday. She's ninety-something and sharp as ever. She told me my potato salad still needs more mustard.
The blood pressure check was Wednesday. The numbers were borderline. The doctor wants me to walk more. I am walking more.
I went to the cemetery Saturday morning. Brenda's grave is on the hill at South-View. Curtis still goes most Sundays. I left a small bouquet of magnolias.
Sunday service at New Birth this morning. The choir sang. I sang soprano in the second alto row. Pastor preached about Naomi and Ruth. The congregation said amen. I said amen.
I read for an hour Sunday night before bed. Some novel about a Black woman in 1960s Alabama. Mama would have liked it.
Derek and I had date night Friday. Same restaurant, same booth, same enchiladas for me and carne asada for him.
Darnell sent a photo from Clarksville. The garden is producing. He grew tomatoes the size of softballs. I sent him back a photo of my sweet potato casserole. We are competitive about food now in our middle age.
Wednesday Bible study at the church. We read through Proverbs. The women in my row argued about whether wisdom is built or born. I said both. They agreed, sort of.
Pastor preached about the prodigal son again. He preaches about that boy at least three times a year. The text is the text but every preaching is different. I cried in the second service this time. Don't ask me why.
Saturday morning I had Set the Table at the Cascade Heights center. Twelve young women. We did baked chicken. One of them — Imani, sixteen — was so afraid of seasoning that she barely shook the salt. I stood next to her and put my hand over hers and said, baby, you cannot be afraid of food. We seasoned the chicken. The chicken came out right. She glowed.
I drove to the Walmart on Camp Creek Saturday morning. The kind of grocery run that takes two hours because you run into three people you know. Sister Patrice caught me in the produce. We talked about her grandbaby for fifteen minutes.
Andre called from LA. He told the Kevin Hart story again. Twenty-some years and that boy is still telling that story. Everyone in this family is going to hear about Kevin Hart at our funerals.
Daddy sat in his chair after dinner watching the news. He fell asleep before the third quarter. Standard.
I made a casserole for the church potluck. The pan came back empty. That is the only review I trust.
The neighbors had a Friday cookout this week. I brought my mac and cheese. They have come to expect this. I have come to expect this. The block is the block.
I mentioned that I made a casserole for the church potluck and the pan came back empty — but what I didn’t say is that I also brought these Chocolate Chip Cheesecake Bars, and those disappeared even faster. Between Set the Table on Saturday, running groceries, and sitting with Daddy, I needed something I could pull together the night before without standing over the stove for an hour. This recipe is the one I reach for when I want to bring something that feels like effort without costing me what I don’t have to give. Miss Ernestine says they’re the only dessert I make that she doesn’t have a note about, and coming from her, that’s everything.
Chocolate Chip Cheesecake Bars
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 35 min | Total Time: 50 min (plus 2 hrs chilling) | Servings: 16 bars
Ingredients
- 2 cups graham cracker crumbs (about 14 full crackers)
- 1/3 cup granulated sugar
- 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, melted
- 16 oz (2 packages) cream cheese, softened to room temperature
- 2/3 cup granulated sugar
- 2 large eggs
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 1/4 cup sour cream
- 1 1/2 cups semi-sweet chocolate chips, divided
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Preheat your oven to 325°F. Line a 9x13-inch baking pan with parchment paper, leaving an overhang on the sides so the bars lift out cleanly later.
- Make the crust. In a medium bowl, stir together the graham cracker crumbs, 1/3 cup sugar, and melted butter until the mixture resembles wet sand. Press it firmly and evenly into the bottom of the prepared pan. Bake for 10 minutes, then set aside to cool slightly.
- Make the filling. In a large bowl, beat the softened cream cheese and 2/3 cup sugar with a hand mixer on medium speed until completely smooth and fluffy, about 2–3 minutes. Add the eggs one at a time, beating well after each addition. Mix in the vanilla extract and sour cream until just combined. Do not overmix.
- Add the chocolate chips. Fold 1 cup of the chocolate chips into the cheesecake filling with a spatula. Pour the filling over the pre-baked crust and spread it evenly to the edges.
- Top and bake. Scatter the remaining 1/2 cup chocolate chips evenly over the top. Bake at 325°F for 30–35 minutes, until the edges are set and the center has just a slight jiggle when you nudge the pan. The center will firm as it cools.
- Cool and chill. Let the pan cool on a wire rack at room temperature for 1 hour, then transfer to the refrigerator and chill for at least 2 hours, or overnight. Chilling is not optional — it’s what gives these bars their clean, creamy texture.
- Slice and serve. Use the parchment overhang to lift the slab out of the pan onto a cutting board. Slice into 16 bars with a sharp knife, wiping the blade clean between cuts. Serve cold or at room temperature.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 4g | Fat: 20g | Carbs: 29g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 180mg