The food bank promoted me. Again. Title: Director of Community Programs. Same title, but the scope has expanded — I now oversee not just the cooking classes, but all community-facing programs: cooking classes, nutrition education, mobile food pantry coordination, and the school partnership program. Ten employees report to me. The salary: $52,000. Fifty-two thousand dollars. The number is more than I've ever made. The number is more than Mama ever made. The number is — I did the math — more than Mama made in two years at Dollar General when I was growing up.
I sat at my desk and looked at the offer letter and thought about Sonic. $9 an hour. Cherry limeades and roller skates. The girl who dropped out at sixteen. The girl who worked at a factory for $12 an hour. The girl who sold empanadas for $3 each. That girl makes $52,000. That girl directs programs that feed ten thousand families a year. That girl has a desk with her name on it and an office with a window and a coffee mug with the food bank logo and the title "Director" on her business card.
The title doesn't change the food. The title changes the paycheck. And the paycheck changes the math. Combined with Dustin's business income: we are, for the first time in our lives, not just comfortable. We are secure. The word "secure" is new. "Comfortable" was new once, and I got used to it. "Secure" is newer, heavier, more permanent. Secure means: the lights stay on even if someone gets sick. Secure means: the kids can go to college. Secure means: the beans phase will never come back. The beans phase is over. The beans were the bridge. We crossed it. We're on the other side. And the view from the other side is: secure.
When I sat at my desk staring at that offer letter, my mind went straight back to Sonic — specifically the cherry limeades, the ones I lived on during those $9-an-hour shifts — and I knew exactly what I wanted to bake that night. Cherry-Go-Round felt almost too perfect: sweet, round, and the kind of thing that comes back to where it started. That’s exactly what this felt like. The girl who made $3 empanadas is now the Director, and she’s making something with cherries and a glaze and yeast dough that rises, because everything in her life is finally rising too.
Cherry-Go-Round
Prep Time: 30 min + 1 hr rise | Cook Time: 25 min | Total Time: 1 hr 55 min | Servings: 12
Ingredients
- For the Dough:
- 2 1/4 tsp active dry yeast (1 standard packet)
- 1/2 cup warm whole milk (110°F)
- 1/4 cup warm water (110°F)
- 1/4 cup granulated sugar, divided
- 3 cups all-purpose flour, plus more for dusting
- 1/2 tsp salt
- 1/4 cup unsalted butter, softened
- 1 large egg, room temperature
- For the Cherry Filling:
- 1 can (21 oz) cherry pie filling
- 1 tsp almond extract
- 1 tbsp cornstarch (if filling seems loose)
- For the Vanilla Glaze:
- 1 cup powdered sugar, sifted
- 2–3 tbsp whole milk
- 1/2 tsp pure vanilla extract
Instructions
- Activate the yeast. In a small bowl, combine warm milk, warm water, and 1 tsp of the granulated sugar. Sprinkle yeast over the top and let stand 5–10 minutes until foamy.
- Make the dough. In a large bowl, whisk together flour, remaining sugar, and salt. Add softened butter and work it in with your fingers until crumbly. Stir in the egg and yeast mixture until a shaggy dough forms, then knead on a lightly floured surface 6–8 minutes until smooth and slightly tacky.
- First rise. Place dough in a lightly greased bowl, cover with a clean kitchen towel, and let rise in a warm spot for 1 hour or until doubled in size.
- Prepare the filling. Stir together the cherry pie filling and almond extract. If the filling looks very loose, stir in the cornstarch. Set aside.
- Shape the roll. Punch down the dough and roll it out on a floured surface into a 12x18-inch rectangle. Spread the cherry filling evenly over the dough, leaving a 1-inch border along one long edge. Roll the dough tightly from the opposite long edge into a log, pinching the seam to seal.
- Form the ring. Transfer the log seam-side down to a parchment-lined baking sheet. Curve it into a ring and pinch the ends firmly together to seal. Using kitchen scissors or a sharp knife, make cuts about 1 inch apart around the outside of the ring, cutting about 2/3 of the way through but not all the way. Gently fan each section slightly outward to show the filling.
- Second rise — preheat oven. Cover loosely and let rest 20 minutes while you preheat the oven to 375°F (190°C).
- Bake. Bake for 23–26 minutes, until the dough is golden brown and cooked through. If the top browns too quickly, tent loosely with foil for the last 5 minutes. Transfer to a wire rack and cool 10 minutes.
- Make the glaze. Whisk powdered sugar, milk, and vanilla together until smooth and pourable. Drizzle generously over the warm Cherry-Go-Round.
- Slice and serve. Serve warm, pulling apart sections along the cuts. Best enjoyed the day it’s baked.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 295 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 6g | Carbs: 54g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 115mg