White Chocolate Mocha Cupcakes

Shelly and Roy got married. August 2031. Quiet ceremony, nothing fancy — Shelly has never been fancy, and Roy wouldn't know fancy if it bought him a tuxedo. They married at the courthouse in Broken Arrow with Cody and me as witnesses. Shelly wore a blue dress from Belk. Roy wore a button-down and his good boots. The judge said the words. Roy said, "I do." Shelly said, "I do." And Shelly Moreland became Shelly Dawson, which sounds strange to my ears because she's been Shelly Moreland my whole life, but the name change is a choice, and the choosing is the point. She chose Roy. After Travis, after twenty years of single motherhood, after the Dollar General shifts and the marked-down birthday cakes and the recipe cards — she chose Roy. And the choosing was quiet and right and the blue dress was perfect.

I cried. At the courthouse. In front of the judge. My mother married a good man and I cried like a child at a movie, which I am not, but which I become whenever Mama does something that looks like happiness, because Mama's happiness is the rarest and most precious thing I know.

After the ceremony, we went to dinner. Not Chili's (the Dustin-Kaylee wedding restaurant). Mama chose Golden Corral, which is the fanciest restaurant in Shelly's emotional vocabulary, and we ate buffet-style and Roy had three plates and Mama had two and I had the chicken fried steak because some things don't change even when the names do.

I made a cake. Not a wedding cake — a sheet cake, vanilla, with "Shelly & Roy" written in frosting. Mama cut it and served it and Roy kissed her cheek and the whole restaurant pretended not to watch but watched, because love in a Golden Corral is worth watching, and love at sixty-two after everything Mama survived is worth a standing ovation, and the standing ovation happened in my heart if not in the restaurant.

I made Mama a sheet cake for her wedding day, and I’d do it again — but standing in that Golden Corral watching Roy kiss her cheek, I kept thinking she deserved something a little more celebratory, something that matched the sweetness of what she’d finally let herself have. White Chocolate Mocha Cupcakes are what I’ll bring to the next milestone, because they’re fancy without being fussy, which is exactly the kind of fancy Shelly Dawson can get behind. They’re rich and warm and a little indulgent — just like choosing happiness at sixty-two.

Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 18 min | Total Time: 38 min | Servings: 24 cupcakes

Ingredients

2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour
1 1/2 cups granulated sugar
1 tablespoon instant espresso powder
1 teaspoon baking soda
1/2 teaspoon baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
3/4 cup (1 1/2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened
3 large eggs, room temperature
1 cup sour cream
2 teaspoons vanilla extract
1/2 cup strong brewed coffee, cooled
4 oz white chocolate, melted and slightly cooled
For the frosting:
1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened
4 oz white chocolate, melted and cooled
3 cups powdered sugar, sifted
2 tablespoons heavy cream
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1 teaspoon instant espresso powder dissolved in 1 teaspoon hot water

Instructions

Preheat oven. Preheat your oven to 350°F. Line two 12-cup muffin tins with cupcake liners and set aside.
Mix dry ingredients. In a medium bowl, whisk together the flour, sugar, espresso powder, baking soda, baking powder, and salt until well combined.
Cream butter. In a large bowl, beat the softened butter with an electric mixer on medium speed until light and fluffy, about 2–3 minutes.
Add eggs and vanilla. Beat in the eggs one at a time, then add the vanilla extract and mix until smooth.
Combine wet and dry. Reduce mixer speed to low. Add the flour mixture in three additions, alternating with the sour cream and cooled coffee, beginning and ending with the flour mixture. Mix just until combined — do not overmix.
Fold in white chocolate. Gently fold the melted white chocolate into the batter until evenly incorporated.
Fill and bake. Divide the batter evenly among the prepared liners, filling each about 2/3 full. Bake for 16–18 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean.
Cool completely. Let cupcakes cool in the pan for 5 minutes, then transfer to a wire rack to cool completely before frosting.
Make the frosting. Beat the softened butter on medium-high speed until pale and fluffy, about 3 minutes. Add the melted white chocolate and beat to combine. Gradually add the powdered sugar, then the heavy cream, vanilla, and dissolved espresso mixture. Beat on high for 2 minutes until light and smooth.
Frost and serve. Pipe or spread frosting onto cooled cupcakes. Garnish with white chocolate shavings or a light dusting of espresso powder if desired.

Nutrition (per serving)

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