Cold snap this week. Nashville doesn't do cold well — we're a warm-weather city pretending to know how to handle 20 degrees. The Waffle House ran out of coffee at 8 AM on Tuesday, which in Waffle House terms is like a hospital running out of oxygen. Mr. Gerald looked at me with the betrayed expression of a man whose world had been shaken and said, "No coffee?" I made a fresh pot in three minutes. He tipped me four dollars. Crisis averted.
Jayden got a cold. Not a bad one — runny nose, slight cough, the low-grade misery that every toddler cycles through from November to March like it's their job. He was clingy all week, which meant I carried twenty-five pounds of warm, snotty toddler on my hip through every task: cooking (one-handed), studying (while he slept on my chest), working (Mama had him during the day but he cried when I dropped him off, which destroyed me every single morning). Sick Jayden wants nobody but Mama. Healthy Jayden is an independent explorer who doesn't need anybody. Sick Jayden is a barnacle. A warm, drooly, heartbreaking barnacle.
Chloe, unbothered by her brother's cold, has now learned thirty sight words and is starting to sound out simple sentences. She read "The cat sat on the mat" from a picture book this week — read it, not guessed it — and I grabbed her and hugged her so hard she said, "Mama, you're squishing me." I was squishing her. I was squishing her with the full force of a woman who barely graduated high school watching her daughter crack the code of literacy at four years old. She's going to read everything. She's going to read the world.
Clinical practice is settling into a rhythm. I had my second patient this week — a man named Robert, forty-five, nervous about dentists, hadn't been in three years. He gripped the armrest so hard his knuckles were white. I said, "We're going to go slow, okay? You tell me if anything hurts." He relaxed. Not a lot, but enough. I cleaned his teeth, found a spot that needed attention, referred him to the dentist for a closer look. When he left, he said, "That wasn't bad at all." NOT BAD AT ALL. I'm collecting patient reviews like trophies: "wonderful" and "not bad at all." This is my Yelp page. Five stars.
I made a white chicken chili this week — shredded chicken, white beans, green chiles, onion, garlic, cumin, chicken broth, a dollop of sour cream stirred in at the end. It's lighter than regular chili, creamier, the kind of thing you eat when it's cold outside and you want something warm but not heavy. I made a double batch so I could eat it for lunch at school all week. Tanisha saw it and said, "What is THAT?" I said, "White chicken chili." She said, "I need that recipe." I gave it to her. That's how women share love: one recipe at a time, passed like a secret, kept like a promise.
This is the chili I made that week—the one Tanisha asked about, the one I ate for lunch every single day while Jayden was sick and Chloe was reading and Robert was gripping the armrest. It’s lighter than a heavy red chili, creamy without being rich, and it makes enough for the whole week if you double it, which I always do. When the cold hits and the week is grinding and you need something that will just hold you together, this is the thing I make.
White Chicken Chili
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 35 min | Total Time: 50 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken breasts (about 2 large)
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 2 cans (4 oz each) diced green chiles, undrained
- 2 cans (15 oz each) white beans (cannellini or Great Northern), drained and rinsed
- 4 cups low-sodium chicken broth
- 1 1/2 teaspoons ground cumin
- 1 teaspoon chili powder
- 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1/2 teaspoon salt, plus more to taste
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/2 cup sour cream (full-fat or reduced-fat both work)
- Optional toppings: shredded Monterey Jack cheese, sliced green onions, lime wedges, cilantro, extra sour cream
Instructions
- Cook the chicken. Place chicken breasts in a medium pot and cover with cold water or broth. Bring to a gentle boil over medium-high heat, then reduce to a simmer. Cook 18—20 minutes, until cooked through. Remove chicken, let cool slightly, then shred with two forks. Set aside.
- Build the base. In a large pot or Dutch oven, heat olive oil over medium heat. Add the diced onion and cook 5—6 minutes until softened and translucent. Add the garlic and cook 1 minute more, stirring so it doesn’t burn.
- Add the chiles and seasoning. Stir in the green chiles, cumin, chili powder, oregano, salt, and pepper. Cook 2 minutes to bloom the spices.
- Add beans and broth. Pour in the chicken broth and add the white beans. Bring to a boil, then reduce heat and simmer uncovered for 15 minutes. Mash a small scoop of beans against the side of the pot with a spoon to thicken the broth slightly.
- Add the shredded chicken. Stir in the shredded chicken and simmer another 5 minutes until everything is warmed through and the flavors have come together.
- Finish with sour cream. Remove the pot from heat. Stir in the sour cream until fully incorporated and creamy. Taste and adjust salt as needed. Serve hot with your choice of toppings.
- For meal prep. Store in airtight containers in the refrigerator up to 5 days. The chili thickens as it sits—add a splash of broth when reheating. Freezes well for up to 3 months.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 32g | Fat: 8g | Carbs: 27g | Fiber: 7g | Sodium: 520mg