February's first week. The waiting season. The garden is a brown rectangle with a few patches of green. The orchard is bare. The food forest is bare. The fire pit has a layer of ash. The smoker has been cold for two weeks. Inside, though, the kitchen is alive. Soup season is at peak. I make soup three or four times a week now — the freezer is full of bagged stocks and the pantry is full of dried beans and the spice cabinet has every aromatic I want. Sunday it was a wild rice soup with leftover roasted chicken, mushrooms from the dried jar, celery, onions, carrots, thyme. Wednesday it was a navy bean and ham soup made from the smoked hock. Friday it was a turkey-and-rice soup made from the last of the Christmas stock.
The cohort is in its third week. They've gotten through basic safety, struck their first arcs, run their first beads. The older man who wants to do the deer is patient with himself in a way that surprised me. He's working on flat-stock practice without complaining, knowing the deer is six weeks away. The nineteen-year-old who wants to do the knife is impatient and I've had to slow him down twice already. The bicycle student is strong. He may end up brazing his frame by week six, which is fast but achievable.
I had the rotator cuff conversation with Hannah Sunday night. We were on the porch in coats and blankets — the cold kept us out maybe twenty minutes — and I said: I think I need to schedule the surgery for late summer. She said: yes. I said: yes? She said: I've been waiting for you to say it. I said: I know. She said: schedule it. I said: I will. The rest of the conversation didn't happen because there wasn't a rest. We agreed. The surgery will be August or September. I'll do it. The recovery will be eight to ten weeks. I'll be useless for two of them and slow for six. We'll plan around it.
Caleb Saturday. He brought another casserole. Cabbage and beef and noodles this time. He's been raiding old church cookbooks. The recipes are old-Oklahoma comfort food and he's making them with attention. He said: I want to take a real cooking class. I said: do it. He said: I think I will. There's one at the community college in Pryor. I said: enroll. He said: I'm too old. I said: you're fifty-three. I said: David in my cohort is forty. I said: the older man with the deer is sixty-nine. I said: no one is too old. He said: yeah. He said: okay.
Caleb’s cabbage-and-beef casserole got me thinking about the other things I keep coming back to when the cold won’t quit — the warm, simple things that don’t ask much of you and give back more than they should. This warm black bean dip is one of them. I’ve made it as a lunch, as a side to soup, as the thing you put on the table when someone shows up unexpected. It belongs in February the same way the stock pot does: unpretentious, filling, and ready when you are.
Warm Black Bean Dip
Prep Time: 10 min | Cook Time: 15 min | Total Time: 25 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 2 cans (15 oz each) black beans, drained and rinsed
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 1/2 medium yellow onion, finely diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper (or to taste)
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1/4 cup chicken or vegetable broth
- 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice
- 1/4 cup sour cream
- 1/4 cup shredded cheddar or pepper jack cheese
- Tortilla chips, crusty bread, or raw vegetables for serving
Instructions
- Soften the aromatics. Heat olive oil in a medium saucepan over medium heat. Add the diced onion and cook, stirring occasionally, until softened and translucent, about 5 minutes. Add the garlic and cook 1 minute more until fragrant.
- Season and add beans. Stir in the cumin, smoked paprika, cayenne, and salt. Add the drained black beans and broth. Stir to combine and bring to a gentle simmer.
- Mash to your texture. Use a potato masher or the back of a wooden spoon to mash the beans to your preferred consistency — some people like it nearly smooth, others want it chunky. Either works. Cook another 3–4 minutes until the mixture thickens slightly.
- Finish and serve warm. Remove from heat. Stir in the lime juice and sour cream. Taste and adjust seasoning. Transfer to a serving bowl, top with shredded cheese, and serve immediately with chips, bread, or vegetables.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 210 | Protein: 10g | Fat: 7g | Carbs: 28g | Fiber: 8g | Sodium: 420mg