The waiting. The manuscript is with the publisher in Athens and I am doing what I have always done when I cannot control the outcome: I am cooking. I am cooking the way some people pace — restlessly, compulsively, with a need to transform raw materials into finished products because the transformation is the control I can't have over publishers and timelines and the opinions of strangers reading my mother's recipes.
This week I made: Monday — lemon butter chicken with roasted asparagus. Tuesday — shrimp fried rice from leftover rice because waste is a sin Mama instilled before church ever could. Wednesday — black bean tacos with mango salsa (Zoe's recipe suggestion; the girl is becoming an influencer of the family menu). Thursday — spaghetti and meatballs because sometimes you need a meal that asks nothing of you. Friday — date night with Derek, takeout Thai, no cooking, blessed rest.
Isaiah has been cooking in the kitchen after I'm done — late-night experiments. He made a stir-fry Tuesday that used every vegetable in the crisper drawer and an amount of soy sauce that would concern a cardiologist. He made pancakes Saturday morning that were, I will grudgingly admit, better than mine. Fluffier. More golden. He uses a technique he learned from "The Food Lab" — separating the egg whites, whipping them, folding them in. Science pancakes. The boy has gone from refusing to eat my food to out-pancaking me. I am proud and also slightly offended, which is the correct response when your stepchild exceeds you in any culinary category.
Curtis had a good week — appetite strong, spirits up, only three complaints about the wheelchair (a record low). He and Isaiah have been watching basketball together in the evenings, Curtis in his wheelchair, Isaiah on the couch, both of them yelling at the television with the same inflection, which is proof that family is made at the table and refined in front of ESPN.
Zoe put mango salsa on my radar this week, and honestly, that girl has been low-key curating this family’s meals for months now — I just hadn’t noticed until Wednesday’s black bean tacos hit different because of her suggestion. So when I needed one more recipe to anchor this week’s cooking — something that didn’t ask too much of me emotionally but still felt festive, communal, even a little playful — I landed on Walking Tacos. It’s the kind of recipe that turns dinner into an event, lets everyone build their own thing, and requires exactly zero emotional bandwidth from the cook. Curtis approved. Isaiah ate two bags. Zoe is already taking credit.
Walking Tacos
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 15 minutes | Total Time: 25 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 6 individual-serving bags of Fritos corn chips (or Doritos)
- 1 lb ground beef (80/20)
- 1 packet (1 oz) taco seasoning
- 1/3 cup water
- 1 cup shredded cheddar cheese
- 1 cup shredded lettuce
- 1 cup cherry tomatoes, halved
- 1/2 cup sour cream
- 1/2 cup salsa
- 1/4 cup sliced black olives (optional)
- 1/4 cup pickled jalapeño slices (optional)
- Hot sauce, for serving
Instructions
- Brown the beef. In a large skillet over medium-high heat, cook the ground beef, breaking it apart with a spoon, until no pink remains, about 8–10 minutes. Drain excess fat.
- Season the meat. Add the taco seasoning and water to the skillet. Stir to combine and simmer over medium heat for 3–5 minutes until the liquid is mostly absorbed and the meat is well coated. Remove from heat.
- Set up the toppings bar. Arrange all toppings — cheese, lettuce, tomatoes, sour cream, salsa, olives, jalapeños, and hot sauce — in small bowls on the table or counter so everyone can customize their own bag.
- Open the chip bags. Without fully opening the top, gently crush the chips inside each bag with your hands to break them into smaller pieces. Then open the top of each bag wide.
- Load and serve. Spoon a generous portion of seasoned taco meat directly into each chip bag. Let everyone add their own toppings right into the bag. Hand out forks and serve immediately — eat right out of the bag.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 420 | Protein: 22g | Fat: 24g | Carbs: 28g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 780mg