Stay-at-home order issued for Louisiana and the lockdown became official. Mama was working every available shift — the hospital was filling. She came home late, left early, slept in between with the exhausted heaviness of someone doing essential work at maximum capacity. I watched her and tried to be everything the house needed so that home could be the one place she didn't have to manage. I cooked, I cleaned, I kept things running, I kept things quiet when quiet was what she needed.
Daddy was steady in the way he is always steady — not cheerful exactly, but present and practical. He fixed the leaky faucet in the guest bathroom that he had been putting off for six months. He organized the garage. He called MawMaw Shirley twice a day. She was home, healthy, staying put per his instructions and her agreement. Uncle Terrence was checking in on her. We had a system. The family had mobilized into its care structure the way families do when something requires it.
I talked to Destiny and Tanya and Marcus every day — video calls, group chats, the particular closeness that comes from your social life collapsing to only the people you choose to reach for. I chose the same people I always choose. That told me something true about them and about me.
The cooking was intensive: I made a full pot of red beans Monday, cornbread Tuesday, a braised chicken Thursday, a sweet potato pie for Sunday. Every day something. The kitchen became more mine than it had ever been, not because I had claimed it but because I was living in it the way you live in a space you need. Mama came home on Saturday evening to a clean kitchen and a pot of gumbo on the stove and sat at the table and said nothing for a long time. Then she said, "You are saving me." I said I was just cooking. She said, "That's what I mean."
That season in our kitchen taught me that the most powerful thing I could offer wasn’t words or reassurance — it was a hot, hearty meal waiting when Mama walked through the door. This vegetable lasagna became one of those anchor dishes: layers of tender pasta, rich tomato sauce, and creamy cheese that took time and attention but rewarded everyone at the table. It’s the kind of recipe that fills a house with smell and warmth before it even fills a plate, and during a lockdown when the walls sometimes felt too close, that mattered more than I can say.
Vegetable Lasagna
Prep Time: 30 minutes | Cook Time: 55 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour 25 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 12 lasagna noodles
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 medium zucchini, diced
- 1 medium yellow squash, diced
- 1 red bell pepper, diced
- 8 oz cremini mushrooms, sliced
- 1 (24 oz) jar marinara sauce
- 1 (14.5 oz) can diced tomatoes, drained
- 1 teaspoon dried Italian seasoning
- 1/2 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- 15 oz ricotta cheese
- 1 large egg
- 1/4 cup fresh parsley, chopped
- 3 cups shredded mozzarella cheese, divided
- 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese, divided
Instructions
- Cook the noodles. Bring a large pot of salted water to a boil. Cook lasagna noodles according to package directions until al dente. Drain, lay flat on a lightly oiled baking sheet, and set aside.
- Sauté the vegetables. Heat olive oil in a large skillet over medium heat. Add the onion and cook for 3–4 minutes until softened. Add garlic and cook 1 minute more. Stir in zucchini, yellow squash, bell pepper, and mushrooms. Cook for 7–9 minutes, stirring occasionally, until vegetables are tender and any liquid has evaporated.
- Build the sauce. Add the marinara sauce, diced tomatoes, Italian seasoning, and red pepper flakes to the skillet. Season with salt and pepper. Stir to combine and simmer over low heat for 10 minutes.
- Mix the ricotta layer. In a medium bowl, stir together the ricotta cheese, egg, fresh parsley, 1/4 cup of the Parmesan, and a pinch of salt until smooth.
- Preheat the oven. Heat oven to 375°F. Lightly grease a 9x13-inch baking dish.
- Layer the lasagna. Spread 1/2 cup of the vegetable sauce across the bottom of the dish. Lay 3–4 noodles over the sauce. Spread one-third of the ricotta mixture over the noodles, then one-third of the remaining sauce, then 3/4 cup of mozzarella. Repeat the layers twice more, finishing with the remaining noodles, sauce, and the last of the mozzarella. Scatter the remaining Parmesan over the top.
- Bake covered. Cover tightly with aluminum foil and bake for 35 minutes.
- Bake uncovered. Remove the foil and bake an additional 15–20 minutes, until the cheese is golden and bubbling at the edges.
- Rest before serving. Remove from the oven and let the lasagna rest for 15 minutes before slicing. This helps the layers hold together when served.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 420 | Protein: 22g | Fat: 16g | Carbs: 48g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 680mg