Shanice is past the first trimester and has started to show. She sent a photograph Sunday — just a phone photo, nothing formal, taken in their kitchen by CJ — and she is standing at the stove with a dish towel over her shoulder and a clear softness at the middle that is the baby, my grandchild, visible for the first time in a photograph. I put the phone down after looking at it and I said to the empty kitchen, Bernice, do you see this? Just in case. Just because she deserves to know.
I have been cooking things that keep and can be frozen, building a supply for when the baby comes in August. This is probably too far ahead but I cannot help it. This is how I love — I make food ahead of time so that when the person I love needs it the food is already there. Chicken pot pies, sealed and labeled. Loretta's chili in quart containers. Gumbo portioned out. CJ and Shanice will have a full freezer by July and they don't know it yet. They are going to open their freezer in September with a newborn and find that their kitchen is already stocked. That is my baby shower contribution. That is a grandmother's true gift.
I told Destiny the plan this week. She was quiet for a moment and then said, Mama, that is the most you thing you have ever said. I said, is it a good thing? She said, it is the best thing. She said, you did this when I was doing my internship hours — you sent me home from Sunday dinner with containers every single time. I said, I remember. She said, I ate those in my car in parking lots on days when I had no other meal. Then she said thank you in a voice that meant the thank you was for all of it at once. I said, I know. That's why I do it.
Loretta’s chili and gumbo are already labeled and stacked, but this is the recipe I keep coming back to when I think about that freezer I’m building for CJ and Shanice — because twice-baked mashed potatoes travel from freezer to oven without fuss, and on a night with a newborn, no one wants fuss. Destiny’s voice on the phone reminded me that food eaten in a parking lot between exhausting hours still counts as being cared for, and these reheat into something that feels like sitting down even when you can’t. That’s what I’m packing in: not just food, but the sitting-down feeling.
Twice-Baked Mashed Potatoes
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 1 hour | Total Time: 1 hour 20 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 3 lbs russet potatoes, peeled and cut into chunks
- 4 tablespoons unsalted butter
- 1/2 cup sour cream
- 1/2 cup whole milk or heavy cream, warmed
- 1 1/2 cups shredded sharp cheddar cheese, divided
- 4 strips bacon, cooked and crumbled
- 3 green onions, thinly sliced
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- Paprika for garnish
Instructions
- Boil the potatoes. Place potato chunks in a large pot and cover with cold salted water. Bring to a boil over medium-high heat and cook 18—20 minutes, until fork-tender. Drain thoroughly.
- Mash the base. Return the drained potatoes to the warm pot. Add butter, sour cream, and warmed milk. Mash until smooth and creamy, adjusting milk for desired consistency.
- Season and fold in fillings. Stir in garlic powder, salt, and pepper. Fold in 1 cup of the shredded cheddar, the crumbled bacon, and most of the green onions, reserving some of each for topping.
- Transfer to baking dish. Spread the mashed potato mixture evenly into a greased 9x13-inch baking dish. Smooth the top with a spatula.
- Add toppings. Sprinkle the remaining 1/2 cup cheddar evenly over the top, then scatter the reserved bacon, green onions, and a light dusting of paprika.
- Bake. Bake uncovered in a preheated 375°F oven for 25—30 minutes, until the top is golden and the edges are bubbling. Let rest 5 minutes before serving.
- To freeze. Cool completely, then cover tightly with plastic wrap and foil. Freeze up to 3 months. To reheat from frozen, bake covered at 350°F for 45 minutes, then uncover and bake an additional 15 minutes until heated through.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 295 | Protein: 9g | Fat: 15g | Carbs: 31g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 390mg