May Day. The beginning of the month that leads to the end of everything — Sofia senior year, my grip on having a child at home, the last chapter of the part of my life where someone calls Mami from upstairs and needs help with homework and leaves shoes in the hallway for me to trip over. June is coming. Graduation is coming. The quiet is coming. And I am cooking against it the way you cook against a storm — with urgency and purpose and the desperate belief that if the food is good enough, time will slow down.
I made empanadas this weekend. Not because anyone asked for empanadas but because empanadas require assembly and assembly requires focus and focus keeps me from thinking about June. Ground beef with sofrito and olives and hard-boiled eggs, wrapped in dough, crimped shut, fried until the edges are golden and crispy. Thirty-six empanadas. Eduardo said, Carmen, there are three of us. Who are the empanadas for? I said, They are for the freezer and the neighbors and the church and anyone who walks through my door between now and the end of time. He did not argue. Eduardo knows when I am cooking my feelings and he does not interfere.
At the hospital, spring cleaning of the kitchen. Deep cleaning — every surface, every piece of equipment, every corner that winter neglects. My team spent three days scrubbing and sanitizing and I supervised with the intensity of a woman who has run this kitchen for twenty years and who will hand it over in perfect condition when the time comes, whenever the time comes, which is not yet, not for a while, but the thought lives in the back of my mind the way June lives in the front of it.
Rosa called to say she and Carlos are getting serious. Serious, she said. I said, Rosa, you brought him to Sunday dinner. That is already serious. She said, Mami, serious means we are talking about the future. I said, What future? She said, The kind with a house and children and a whole life. I was quiet for a moment. My daughter, talking about houses and children. My daughter, who was five years old approximately seven minutes ago. Time is a thief, mi amor. Time steals your children by turning them into adults, and the adults are wonderful and you are proud of them but you miss the children, you always miss the children, and the only defense is to cook. To keep cooking. To make empanadas for nobody and everybody and freeze them against the future, the way you freeze pasteles against Christmas. The future is coming. The empanadas are ready.
The empanadas were about assembly — the folding, the crimping, the counting — and these turkey and stuffing turnovers give me that same gift: something to do with my hands when my heart is too full to sit still. They are not empanadas, exactly, but they are the same idea, the same logic — a savory filling wrapped in dough, sealed shut, made golden — and they freeze beautifully, which means I can make thirty of them on a Sunday and feel, for a few hours, like I am winning against time. Sofia will be gone soon. The turnovers will be in the freezer. That is the plan.
Turkey & Stuffing Turnovers
Prep Time: 25 min | Cook Time: 25 min | Total Time: 50 min | Servings: 12 turnovers
Ingredients
- 1 lb ground turkey
- 1 1/2 cups prepared stuffing (from a box or homemade)
- 1/2 cup turkey or chicken gravy, plus more for serving
- 1/2 cup frozen peas, thawed
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon onion powder
- 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- 2 packages (14.1 oz each) refrigerated pie crust dough (4 rounds total)
- 1 egg, beaten (for egg wash)
- 1 tablespoon water
Instructions
- Cook the filling. In a large skillet over medium heat, brown the ground turkey, breaking it up as it cooks, about 7–8 minutes. Drain any excess fat. Season with garlic powder, onion powder, thyme, salt, and pepper.
- Combine. Stir in the stuffing, gravy, and peas. Mix until well combined and the filling holds together. Remove from heat and let cool for 10 minutes — the filling should not be hot when you assemble or the dough will soften.
- Preheat and prep. Preheat oven to 400°F. Line two baking sheets with parchment paper. Mix the beaten egg with 1 tablespoon water to make an egg wash.
- Cut the rounds. Unroll each pie crust round on a lightly floured surface. Use a 5-inch round cutter (or a bowl) to cut 3 circles from each round, for 12 circles total. Re-roll scraps if needed.
- Fill and crimp. Place about 3 tablespoons of filling on one half of each dough circle, leaving a 1/2-inch border. Brush the border with egg wash, then fold the dough over the filling to form a half-moon. Press the edges firmly with a fork to seal. Place on the prepared baking sheets.
- Egg wash and vent. Brush the tops of all turnovers with egg wash. Cut two small slits in the top of each one with a sharp knife to allow steam to escape.
- Bake. Bake for 22–25 minutes, until the turnovers are deep golden brown. Rotate the pans halfway through for even browning.
- Rest and serve. Let turnovers rest for 5 minutes before serving. Serve warm with extra gravy on the side for dipping.
- Freeze for later. To freeze, cool completely on a wire rack, then place in a single layer on a baking sheet and freeze until solid, about 1 hour. Transfer to a zip-top freezer bag. Reheat from frozen at 375°F for 20–22 minutes.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 14g | Fat: 16g | Carbs: 27g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 480mg