Brianna's week. Last full week of summer before school starts. The apartment is clean Γçö I cleaned it Sunday because when the kids aren't here and I'm not cooking, I either clean or think, and thinking has been dangerous lately. The restaurant idea. Jerome's numbers. The space on Livernois. I keep running the math in my head like if I do it enough times the answer will change. It doesn't change. Fifteen thousand is fifteen thousand whether you think about it at midnight or six AM.
Went to Sunday dinner at Mama's. Just me, no kids Γçö they're at Brianna's. Mama noticed. She always notices. She made smothered chicken wings and dirty rice and didn't say anything about me being there alone on an off week until we were washing dishes and she said, "You doing alright?" I said yes ma'am. She said, "You lie like your father. He's fine too. Neither of you are fine." Then she handed me a dish towel and we finished the dishes in silence. That's how Carters communicate. We say everything that matters in the spaces between what we actually say.
Pop was in his recliner. The diabetes has slowed him down but not shut him up Γçö he gave me a fifteen-minute breakdown of why the Tigers' pitching rotation is a crime against humanity. He's not wrong. He asked about the plant and I told him it's the same. He said the same is good. He meant it. For Ronald Carter, the same means the check clears and nobody got hurt and you go back tomorrow. There's honor in that. I'm trying to figure out if there's something else too, or if wanting something else is just ingratitude dressed up as ambition.
Made myself shrimp and grits Wednesday night. Not a weeknight meal for most people but I had shrimp in the freezer and grits in the pantry and ambition in my chest that needed somewhere to go. Stone-ground grits cooked slow with butter and sharp cheddar. Shrimp sautéed fast in a hot skillet ⇔ garlic, butter, a little white wine I bought for cooking and will absolutely also drink, paprika, lemon juice, green onion on top. Ate it at the table. Not the counter. The table. Set a place, used a real plate, sat down. Felt like practice for something. I don't know what yet. Something.
I’ve been thinking about that Wednesday—the shrimp and grits, the real plate, the table instead of the counter—and what it meant to cook something intentional when there’s nobody watching and no occasion to justify it. That’s the whole point, really. You cook for yourself like you matter, because you do. These turkey sliders carry that same energy: small, deliberate, just elevated enough to feel like a choice rather than a reflex. The kind of thing you make when ambition has to go somewhere and the skillet is right there.
Turkey Sliders
Prep Time: 10 min | Cook Time: 20 min | Total Time: 30 min | Servings: 4 (3 sliders each)
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs ground turkey (93% lean)
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon onion powder
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 12 slider buns, split
- 4 slices sharp cheddar cheese, quartered
- 1/2 cup shredded lettuce
- 1 medium tomato, thinly sliced
- 1/4 cup mayonnaise or aioli
- 2 tablespoons yellow mustard
- Sliced pickles, for serving
Instructions
- Season the turkey. In a large bowl, combine ground turkey, garlic powder, onion powder, smoked paprika, salt, pepper, and Worcestershire sauce. Mix gently with your hands until just combined—don’t overwork it or the patties will be tough.
- Form the patties. Divide the mixture into 12 equal portions (about 2 oz each). Roll each into a ball, then press into a flat patty slightly wider than your slider buns, as they will shrink during cooking.
- Cook the patties. Heat olive oil in a large skillet or cast iron pan over medium-high heat until shimmering. Working in batches if needed, cook patties 3 to 4 minutes per side until cooked through and an internal temperature of 165°F is reached. In the last minute of cooking, lay a quarter slice of cheddar on each patty and cover the pan briefly to melt.
- Toast the buns. While patties rest, place slider buns cut-side down in the same skillet over medium heat for 1 to 2 minutes until lightly golden.
- Assemble. Spread a thin layer of mayonnaise on the bottom bun and mustard on the top. Layer on a patty with melted cheese, a pinch of shredded lettuce, a tomato slice, and pickles. Cap and serve immediately.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 410 | Protein: 31g | Fat: 16g | Carbs: 34g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 620mg