CJ and Shanice are in the house. They got the keys Thursday and called me from the empty kitchen — I could hear the echo that empty houses have, that hollow quality of waiting to be filled — and CJ said, we're in. Shanice said, come see it. I told them I'd come in two weeks, after they had the chance to unpack and make it theirs before the mother arrived with opinions.
I sent the cast iron skillet ahead of them, shipped to the new address with a note inside: "This has been seasoning in my kitchen since the week you got married. It is ready. Welcome to your house." I spent a good hour deciding whether to tell them about the year of seasoning or just send it, and I decided on telling because the year is part of the pan now, part of what it is, and they should know that. Shanice texted me back that evening: a photograph of her holding the skillet with both hands in the new kitchen, the window over the sink visible behind her, light coming in. The look on her face was the look I was hoping for.
Bernice's Table continues its fall schedule. This Tuesday we had fifty-eight people, down from the summer peak but still substantial, and I am watching the way the regulars are becoming something like a community within themselves — they greet each other now, save seats for the ones they've gotten to know, bring things for each other sometimes. An older man named Garrison brings a bag of homegrown tomatoes when he has them. A grandmother named Miss Ida always sits with the young women who come alone and asks their names. This is something more than a meal program. I don't have a word for what it is exactly. Something that is becoming itself.
When I packed up that skillet and shipped it to CJ and Shanice, I kept thinking about what their first real meal in that kitchen would be — not a celebration dinner, but the kind of quiet, ordinary thing that tells a kitchen it has work to do now. A tuna melt is exactly that: nothing fancy, nothing that needs an occasion, just something warm and good made in a pan that has been trusted. It is the kind of recipe I’d set out at Bernice’s Table without a second thought — the kind that feeds people and makes them feel settled, the way Miss Ida makes a young woman feel settled just by asking her name.
Tuna Melt
Prep Time: 10 min | Cook Time: 10 min | Total Time: 20 min | Servings: 2
Ingredients
- 2 cans (5 oz each) tuna in water, drained well
- 3 tablespoons mayonnaise
- 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard
- 2 tablespoons celery, finely diced
- 1 tablespoon red onion, finely diced
- 1 teaspoon fresh lemon juice
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- 4 slices sturdy bread (sourdough or sandwich bread)
- 4 slices sharp cheddar cheese
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, softened
Instructions
- Make the tuna mixture. In a medium bowl, combine drained tuna, mayonnaise, Dijon mustard, celery, red onion, and lemon juice. Stir until evenly mixed. Season with salt and pepper to taste.
- Assemble the sandwiches. Divide the tuna mixture between two slices of bread, spreading it in an even layer. Lay two slices of cheddar over each mound of tuna, then close each sandwich with a remaining bread slice. Butter the outer faces of each sandwich.
- Heat the skillet. Place your cast iron skillet over medium heat and let it warm for about two minutes — it is ready when a drop of water flicked on the surface skitters off immediately.
- Cook the first side. Set the sandwiches butter-side down in the skillet. Cook undisturbed for 3 to 4 minutes, until the bottom is deep golden brown and the bread releases cleanly from the pan.
- Flip and finish. Flip each sandwich carefully and cook the second side for another 3 to 4 minutes, until golden and the cheese is fully melted through.
- Rest and serve. Transfer to a cutting board and let rest for one minute before cutting diagonally. Serve warm.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 530 | Protein: 40g | Fat: 27g | Carbs: 33g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 870mg