Post-anniversary week. The ten-year chip is in my wallet, next to Mr. Clarence's rub recipe. They take up the same amount of space. They carry the same weight.
The kids found out about the anniversary. I didn't tell them — Emma found my post about it on RecipeSpinoff (she reads every post, which I sometimes forget). She called me crying. "Dad, I'm so proud of you." I said, "Thanks, baby girl." She said, "You wrote that you lit a fire and watched it burn. That's the most beautiful thing I've ever read." I said, "It was three sentences." She said, "That's why."
Tyler texted me: a photo of a La Croix can with a candle stuck in it. The caption: "Happy 10, Dad." Tyler's emotional range through text message is approximately three words. Those three words were enough.
Lily made me a card. Glitter, markers, the works. It said: "10 Years of the Best Dad." Inside she'd drawn a picture of me at the smoker with a La Croix in my hand and the number 10 floating in the smoke. It's on the fridge. It's going to stay on the fridge until the paper disintegrates.
Ma didn't mention it again after Tuesday. She doesn't need to. The pho said it.
Work picked up: Q1 is ending and the push is on. Sold a kitchen package to a new ramen shop in Midtown. The owner is a Japanese-American kid, twenty-four, first restaurant. I told him the same thing I tell every first-timer: buy quality equipment, don't overspend on decor, and invest in your staff. He nodded. He'll do half of what I said and learn the other half the hard way. That's how restaurants work.
Physical therapy is going well. Knee pain is down to a three. Darnell says I'm making progress. I can stand for a full fourteen-hour brisket cook without the grinding pain I had in December. The therapy isn't fun but it's working, the same way everything that works isn't fun — sobriety, early mornings, scrubbing the smoker grates.
Made a spring meal: goi ga — Vietnamese chicken salad. Poached chicken, shredded, tossed with cabbage, onion, mint, cilantro, jalapeño, crushed peanuts, and a lime-fish sauce dressing. Light, crunchy, bright. The kind of food that says: the season is changing. The world is waking up. Come outside.
Ten years is a long time to carry something heavy, and after a week like this one — Lily’s glitter card on the fridge, Tyler’s La Croix candle, Emma crying on the phone over three sentences — I wanted to cook something that felt like what all of it actually felt like: light, bright, alive, worth being present for. These Thai chicken wraps are as close as I could get to that feeling on a plate. Fresh herbs, crunch, a dressing with some heat and acid, and nothing weighed down. Spring food. The world waking up food.
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Thai Chicken Wraps
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 15 min | Total Time: 35 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken breasts
- 2 cups napa cabbage, thinly shredded
- 1 cup red cabbage, thinly shredded
- 1 large carrot, julienned or grated
- 1/2 English cucumber, thinly sliced into matchsticks
- 1/2 cup fresh mint leaves
- 1/2 cup fresh cilantro leaves
- 2 green onions, thinly sliced
- 1 jalapeño, thinly sliced (seeds removed for less heat)
- 1/3 cup dry-roasted peanuts, roughly crushed
- 8 large butter lettuce or romaine leaves (for wrapping)
- For the peanut-lime dressing:
- 3 tablespoons natural peanut butter
- 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice (about 2 limes)
- 1 1/2 tablespoons fish sauce
- 1 tablespoon honey
- 1 teaspoon sesame oil
- 1 clove garlic, minced
- 1 teaspoon fresh ginger, grated
- 2–3 tablespoons warm water (to thin)
Instructions
- Poach the chicken. Place chicken breasts in a medium saucepan and cover with cold water by 1 inch. Add a pinch of salt. Bring to a gentle boil over medium-high heat, then reduce to a low simmer. Cook 12–15 minutes until cooked through (internal temp 165°F). Transfer to a cutting board and let rest 5 minutes.
- Shred the chicken. Use two forks to shred the chicken into thin, bite-sized strips. Set aside to cool slightly.
- Make the dressing. Whisk together peanut butter, lime juice, fish sauce, honey, sesame oil, garlic, and ginger in a small bowl until smooth. Add warm water one tablespoon at a time until the dressing is pourable but still has body. Taste and adjust — more lime for brightness, more fish sauce for depth.
- Toss the salad base. In a large bowl, combine both cabbages, carrot, cucumber, green onions, and jalapeño. Drizzle with half the dressing and toss well to coat.
- Add the chicken. Add the shredded chicken to the bowl and toss again, adding more dressing as needed. Fold in the mint and cilantro.
- Assemble the wraps. Lay lettuce leaves flat and spoon a generous portion of the chicken-salad mixture into each. Top with crushed peanuts and a few extra herb leaves. Serve immediately with remaining dressing on the side.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 340 | Protein: 38g | Fat: 13g | Carbs: 16g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 720mg
About the cook who shared this
Bobby Tran
Week 155 of Bobby’s 30-year story
· Houston, Texas
Bobby Tran was born in a refugee camp in Arkansas to parents who fled Saigon with nothing. He grew up in Houston straddling two worlds — Vietnamese at home, Texan everywhere else — and learned to cook from his mother's pho and a neighbor's BBQ smoker. He's a former shrimper, a recovering alcoholic, a divorced dad of three, and the guy who marinates brisket in fish sauce and lemongrass because he doesn't believe in borders, especially when it comes to flavor.