October arrives tomorrow and with it the smell of Tennessee fall — burning leaves, cooling air, the particular quality of light that makes Nashville look like it was photographed through a vintage filter. Fall in Nashville is the city at its best. Not the show-off spring or the brutal summer or the gray winter. Fall. The honest season. The season that says: things are changing and they're still beautiful.
I've been feeling off all week. Tired — more tired than usual, and my usual tired is already Olympic-level. Queasy in the mornings. My breasts hurt. I told myself it was stress. The Terrence thing, the new school year, the rhythm of single motherhood with two kids in two different schools with two different pickup times and two different snack requirements. Of course I'm tired. Of course I'm queasy. I'm a twenty-seven-year-old dental hygienist single mother of two who just went through a breakup. My body is ALLOWED to be tired.
But. But. The tiredness has a texture I recognize. The queasiness has a timing I've felt before. The breast tenderness has a quality that is not stress, that is not PMS, that is something else entirely, something I have experienced exactly twice before in my life and both times it ended with a person.
I'm not saying it. I'm not thinking it. I'm absolutely not going to the pharmacy. Not this week. Maybe next week. Maybe the week after. Maybe never. Maybe the tiredness is just tiredness and the queasiness is just October and the breast tenderness is just a body being a body and not a body being a factory. I am NOT going to the pharmacy.
At work, I cleaned teeth with a focus that bordered on aggression. Scrape, polish, floss, repeat. The routine is a wall and I'm building it higher every day. Routine is how I survived Danny leaving and Marcus leaving and dental hygiene school and Waffle House and everything else. Routine is the Mitchell survival mechanism. Get up. Make breakfast. Drive kids. Clean teeth. Drive kids. Make dinner. Go to bed. Do not go to the pharmacy. Do not.
I made loaded baked potato soup — the thick kind with cheddar and bacon and sour cream and chives, the soup equivalent of a hug from someone who's not asking questions. The kids loved it. Jayden ate three bowls because the soup is orange-adjacent (cheddar) and therefore acceptable. Chloe ate one bowl and asked for the recipe because she's seven and already collecting recipes like a tiny domestic archivist. I wrote it on a card. A recipe card. In the handwriting of a woman who is not going to the pharmacy.
The soup I wrote on that card for Chloe is the one I’m sharing here — my Sweet Potato Enchilada Soup, which has all the same warmth and thickness I needed that week, with a smoky depth that makes it feel like October in a bowl. I’ve made it enough times that my hands know the steps without my brain having to participate, which is exactly what you need when your brain is busy not thinking about something. Jayden approved of the color. Chloe asked me to write it down. So here it is, in writing, from a woman who is just making soup.
Sweet Potato Enchilada Soup
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 30 min | Total Time: 45 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 2 medium sweet potatoes, peeled and diced into 3/4-inch cubes
- 1 can (15 oz) black beans, drained and rinsed
- 1 can (15 oz) whole kernel corn, drained
- 1 can (10 oz) red enchilada sauce
- 1 can (14.5 oz) fire-roasted diced tomatoes
- 4 cups low-sodium chicken or vegetable broth
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 tsp ground cumin
- 1 tsp chili powder
- 1/2 tsp smoked paprika
- 1/4 tsp cayenne pepper (optional)
- 2 tbsp olive oil
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- Toppings: shredded cheddar cheese, sour cream, fresh cilantro, sliced avocado
Instructions
- Saute the aromatics. Heat olive oil in a large heavy-bottomed pot over medium heat. Add diced onion and cook, stirring occasionally, for 4–5 minutes until softened and translucent. Add garlic and cook 1 minute more until fragrant.
- Toast the spices. Stir in cumin, chili powder, smoked paprika, and cayenne if using. Cook 30 seconds, stirring constantly, until the spices bloom and smell fragrant.
- Add sweet potatoes. Add the diced sweet potatoes to the pot and stir to coat in the spiced onion mixture. Cook 2 minutes.
- Build the soup base. Pour in the broth, enchilada sauce, and fire-roasted tomatoes. Stir to combine, scraping up any bits from the bottom of the pot.
- Simmer until tender. Bring the soup to a boil over medium-high heat, then reduce to a steady simmer. Cook uncovered for 18–22 minutes, until sweet potatoes are completely tender when pierced with a fork.
- Add beans and corn. Stir in the black beans and corn and simmer 5 minutes more to heat through. Taste and adjust salt and pepper.
- Serve. Ladle into bowls and top generously with shredded cheddar, a dollop of sour cream, fresh cilantro, and avocado slices. Serve with warm tortillas or crusty bread if you like.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 275 | Protein: 9g | Fat: 7g | Carbs: 46g | Fiber: 9g | Sodium: 790mg