Late August, and the summer is beginning its slow retreat — not cooler, not yet, but with the subtle shift in light that tells the body what the calendar confirms: the season is turning, the way all seasons turn, with the patient inevitability of a woman who has decided to leave and who takes her time gathering her things.
Robert has been spending more time with Mama — a development that the retirement has made possible and that the fall has made necessary. He reads to her every afternoon. He walks with her in the garden (slowly, carefully, his arm linked through hers, the linking both support and affection). He talks to her about the woodworking — what he is building, what wood he is using, how the grain runs. She does not understand the content. She understands the cadence. And the cadence is enough, because the cadence is the companionship, and the companionship is what she needs more than comprehension.
Carrie has settled into Emory with the speed that Carrie brings to all transitions. She has declared her English major, joined the literary magazine, and found a ramen shop within walking distance of campus. The ramen shop is, I suspect, more important to her daily happiness than the major or the magazine, because Carrie's relationship with Japan is conducted primarily through food, and the food is the bridge between the life she is living and the life she dreams of.
James is starting his junior year at College of Charleston — the halfway point, the fulcrum, the moment where the beginning and the end are equidistant and the distance creates a kind of vertigo that is both exciting and destabilizing. He is taking a literature course on Southern fiction — Faulkner, Welty, O'Connor, Morrison — and the course is the one I would have taken if I had gone to the College of Charleston as a student rather than as a mother whose son goes there, and the vicarious living is not pathetic. It is parental. It is the living-through that all parents do, whether they admit it or not.
I made tomato sandwiches — the August meal, the simplest meal, white bread, Duke's mayonnaise, thick-sliced tomatoes from the Johns Island farm stand, salt and pepper. The sandwich is not cooking. It is assembly. And the assembly is the genius, because the genius is in the choosing — choosing the tomato that is ripe enough, choosing the bread that is soft enough, choosing to leave the sandwich open-faced so the tomato is visible, is displayed, is celebrated for the brief, perfect thing it is before it disappears into the mouth of someone who is grateful.
The tomato sandwiches were gone before I could photograph them — which is as it should be, because some things exist only to be eaten, not documented. But the spirit of assembly stayed with me all week: the idea that choosing the right ingredients and trusting them is its own kind of cooking. These sweet and spicy pineapple chicken sandwiches live in that same philosophy — a little heat, a little sweetness, layers you stack with intention — and they have become my answer for the evenings when Robert is at Mama’s and I am feeding just myself, which is itself a thing worth doing carefully.
Sweet and Spicy Pineapple Chicken Sandwiches
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 15 minutes | Total Time: 30 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts (about 6 oz each), pounded to even thickness
- 4 pineapple rings (fresh or canned in juice, drained)
- 4 brioche or kaiser rolls, split
- 4 slices pepper jack cheese
- 1/4 cup mayonnaise
- 2 tablespoons sriracha or hot sauce, plus more to taste
- 1 tablespoon honey
- 2 tablespoons soy sauce
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- 1 cup shredded red cabbage or lettuce, for serving
- Sliced red onion, for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Make the spicy mayo. In a small bowl, stir together the mayonnaise, sriracha, and honey until smooth. Taste and adjust heat level. Refrigerate until ready to use.
- Marinate the chicken. In a shallow bowl or zip-top bag, combine soy sauce, olive oil, garlic powder, smoked paprika, salt, and pepper. Add chicken breasts and turn to coat. Let sit at room temperature for 10 minutes (or refrigerate up to 4 hours).
- Grill or pan-sear the chicken. Heat a grill pan or skillet over medium-high heat. Cook chicken 6–7 minutes per side, until cooked through and internal temperature reaches 165°F. In the last 2 minutes of cooking, lay a slice of pepper jack cheese on each breast and cover to melt.
- Caramelize the pineapple. While the chicken rests, place pineapple rings in the same pan over medium-high heat. Cook 1–2 minutes per side until golden and lightly caramelized.
- Toast the rolls. Place rolls cut-side down in the pan for 1–2 minutes until lightly golden.
- Assemble the sandwiches. Spread spicy mayo generously on both cut sides of each roll. Layer the bottom with shredded cabbage or lettuce, then the cheesy chicken breast, then a caramelized pineapple ring, and red onion if using. Close with the top bun and serve immediately.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 520 | Protein: 42g | Fat: 18g | Carbs: 44g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 780mg