Halloween week. We don't get many trick-or-treaters out here — the gravel road and the distance keep most of them away — but Hannah always has the porch light on and a bowl of candy ready, and there's usually a couple of kids whose parents drive them out from town. This year we had three: two from up the road, who came by tractor with their dad, and a small Spider-Man whose grandmother brought him out from Tahlequah because she wanted him to see a real porch. He took two pieces of candy and stared at the persimmon tree like it was haunted. His grandmother — I didn't catch her name — said: you're Jesse Whitehawk. I said: yes ma'am. She said: my husband, before he passed, said you welded his trailer hitch in 2027. I said: I did, I remember. She said: he said you wouldn't take the right amount of money. I said: I took what was right. She nodded. She held my eyes for a second longer than is comfortable. She said: thank you. She walked Spider-Man back to the car. I closed the door. Hannah said: who was that. I said: a widow.
The acorn flour is finished. Three full pounds of it, packaged in vacuum bags, on the pantry shelf. I gave Hannah ten pounds for Elohi. The remaining is mine. I've been making a small batch of acorn flatbread on the cast iron — flour, water, salt, a little fat, cooked on a hot iron until charred-spotted. The flatbread is ancient food. The flatbread is what people ate before grain agriculture. The flatbread is what is in our cells from the deep time. I eat it with venison and feel something I don't have a word for.
The kitchen on Saturday: I made a pot of pinto beans and a side of greens with bacon. The cohort had asked me on Friday what I cook on the weekends, and the question stayed with me, and the answer is this — beans on Saturday. The same beans. With variations of meat and seasoning and side. I brought a quart to the cohort Monday for them to share at lunch. The man who is starting over later — his name is David — said it was the best beans he'd eaten in a long time. He said his mother used to make beans like this and she died last year. I said: I'm sorry. He said: don't be. The beans were good. I miss her but the beans were good. The beans being good is its own kind of mercy.
Caleb. Saturday. He brought a casserole again. Sausage and green chile from the green chile Danielle had brought us in September — Caleb had asked Hannah for some — and rice and cheese and onions, baked together. He'd gotten the recipe from a website. The casserole was very good. He said: I think I'm going to make another one next week and bring it. I said: do. We worked through the afternoon on the smoker — I'd been wanting to add a side door for easier cleanout, and Caleb held the steel while I welded it on. We finished at four. I made him eat dinner before he drove home. The casserole came out of the oven at six. We ate it together. He said: my casseroles are getting better. I said: they are. He said: I think I'm getting better in general. I said: I think you are.
Caleb’s casserole was his — his green chile, his recipe from a website, his way of learning to cook something worth bringing to someone else’s table. But the meal I keep coming back to on a long Saturday, the one I want waiting in the oven while we weld and work and let the afternoon go where it goes, is a pot roast. Low heat, a covered pot, and enough time for something tough to go tender. That’s the recipe that felt right this week — not because it was Caleb’s, but because it’s the kind of thing you make for someone when you want them to eat before they drive home.
Sunday Pot Roast
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 3 hrs 30 min | Total Time: 3 hrs 50 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 3 to 3 1/2 lbs beef chuck roast
- 2 teaspoons kosher salt
- 1 teaspoon black pepper
- 2 tablespoons vegetable oil
- 1 large yellow onion, roughly chopped
- 4 cloves garlic, smashed
- 3 tablespoons tomato paste
- 2 cups beef broth
- 1 cup dry red wine (or additional beef broth)
- 2 sprigs fresh rosemary
- 3 sprigs fresh thyme
- 1 lb baby potatoes, halved
- 3 large carrots, cut into 2-inch pieces
- 2 stalks celery, cut into 2-inch pieces
- 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce
Instructions
- Preheat and season. Preheat your oven to 325°F. Pat the chuck roast completely dry with paper towels, then season all sides generously with salt and pepper.
- Sear the roast. Heat the oil in a large Dutch oven over medium-high heat until shimmering. Add the roast and sear without moving it for 4–5 minutes per side, until a deep brown crust forms on all sides. Transfer the roast to a plate.
- Build the base. Reduce heat to medium. Add the onion and cook, stirring occasionally, for 4 minutes until softened. Add the garlic and tomato paste and cook another 2 minutes, stirring to coat.
- Deglaze. Pour in the red wine and scrape up any browned bits from the bottom of the pot. Let it simmer for 2 minutes, then add the beef broth and Worcestershire sauce.
- Braise low and slow. Return the roast to the pot. Tuck in the rosemary and thyme sprigs. The liquid should come about halfway up the sides of the roast. Cover tightly and place in the oven for 2 hours.
- Add vegetables. After 2 hours, remove the pot and add the potatoes, carrots, and celery around the roast. Cover and return to the oven for another 1 to 1 1/2 hours, until the roast is fork-tender and the vegetables are soft.
- Rest and serve. Remove the rosemary and thyme sprigs. Transfer the roast to a cutting board and let it rest for 10 minutes before slicing or pulling apart. Serve with the vegetables and braising liquid spooned over the top.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 480 | Protein: 42g | Fat: 22g | Carbs: 22g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 720mg