Mamma is fine. I'm saying this at the beginning because I spent last week being a worried daughter and this week I need to be a person who lives her own life, and the two don't always coexist comfortably.
She's moving well. The bruise is fading to that spectacular purple-green color that bruises achieve in their middle age. She is gardening again, against my advice, because Ingrid Johansson takes medical advice the way she takes unsolicited opinions about her cooking: she notes it and ignores it entirely.
I went back to the garden myself this week. The tomatoes are at peak — the Roma tomatoes I planted for sauce are coming in fast and I spent Saturday making marinara. Not a Swedish recipe, I know. Mamma would raise an eyebrow. But Paul loves pasta with red sauce, and I love Paul, and love sometimes expresses itself in Italian tomato sauce made by a Swedish woman in Minnesota.
The process is meditative: core the tomatoes, blanch, peel, seed, dice. Sauté garlic and onion in olive oil until soft. Add tomatoes, basil from the garden, a pinch of sugar (yes, sugar — I told you, Swedish cooks put sugar in everything). Simmer for two hours until it thickens and the raw edge cooks off and the kitchen smells like something you'd find in a different part of the world than Duluth. I made eight pints and canned them. Winter Linda will thank Summer Linda.
Anna called with updates on Sophie's summer. She's working as a CNA at a nursing home in Minneapolis — her first healthcare job — and she calls Anna every night with stories. "Grandma, she sounds just like you," Anna said. "She talks about the patients the way you talk about yours — like they're people, not cases." I said, "They are people, not cases," and Anna said, "That's exactly what Sophie said."
The thread continues. That's what Paul said about three generations of nurses, and he's right. There's a thread that runs from me through Anna (who isn't a nurse but who has a nurse's instinct for care) to Sophie, and the thread is this: people are not problems to be solved. People are people to be seen. If Sophie understands that at eighteen, she's ahead of where I was.
I made pasta for dinner — spaghetti with the fresh marinara, fresh basil, Parmesan cheese that Paul grates at the table with a seriousness that suggests he's performing surgery. Sven sat under the table and waited for someone to drop a noodle. No one did, but I may have accidentally-on-purpose let a meatball roll off my plate. Sven caught it before it hit the floor. His reflexes are better than his principles.
That dinner — the pasta, the basil, Paul at the table with his Parmesan and his surgeon’s focus, Sven lurking with criminal intent — felt like exactly the kind of meal a week like this deserved: simple, warm, and full of people being people. The meatball that “accidentally” found its way to Sven inspired me to make them properly the next night, with sun-dried tomatoes and little pockets of melted mozzarella tucked inside, the kind of thing that makes everyone at the table lean in a little. Here’s how I made them.
Sun-Dried Tomato Cheesy Meatballs
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 40 minutes | Servings: 4 (about 16 meatballs)
Ingredients
- 1 lb ground beef (80/20)
- 1/3 cup sun-dried tomatoes (oil-packed), drained and finely chopped
- 1/2 cup fresh mozzarella, cut into small cubes
- 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese
- 1/3 cup breadcrumbs (plain or Italian-seasoned)
- 1 large egg
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 2 tablespoons fresh basil, chopped (or 1 teaspoon dried)
- 1 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1 tablespoon olive oil (for pan, if pan-searing)
Instructions
- Preheat oven. Heat oven to 400°F. Line a rimmed baking sheet with parchment paper or lightly grease it.
- Combine the mixture. In a large bowl, combine ground beef, sun-dried tomatoes, Parmesan, breadcrumbs, egg, garlic, basil, oregano, salt, and pepper. Mix until just combined — do not overwork the meat or the meatballs will tighten up.
- Stuff with mozzarella. Scoop about 2 tablespoons of meat mixture into your palm. Press a cube of mozzarella into the center and fold the meat around it, rolling into a smooth ball. Repeat with remaining mixture.
- Sear (optional but worth it). Heat olive oil in an oven-safe skillet over medium-high heat. Sear meatballs in batches for 1–2 minutes per side until browned. Transfer to prepared baking sheet, or leave in skillet if oven-safe.
- Bake. Bake for 15–18 minutes until cooked through (internal temperature 165°F). The mozzarella centers will be melted and pull apart when cut.
- Serve. Nestle into warmed marinara sauce over spaghetti. Top with fresh basil and freshly grated Parmesan. Keep a close eye on any dogs under the table.
Nutrition (per serving, approx. 4 meatballs)
Calories: 370 | Protein: 28g | Fat: 24g | Carbs: 9g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 520mg
About the cook who shared this
Linda Johansson
Week 22 of Linda’s 30-year story
· Duluth, Minnesota
Linda is a sixty-three-year-old retired nurse from Duluth, Minnesota, living alone in the house where she raised her children and said goodbye to her husband. She lost Paul to ALS in 2020 after two years of watching the kindest man she'd ever known lose everything but his dignity. She cooks Scandinavian comfort food and Minnesota hotdish and the pot roast Paul loved, and she sets two places at the table out of habit because it makes her feel less alone. Every recipe she writes is a person she's loved.