Lily's second book arrived in the mail on a Tuesday in December, sent from the press before the official publication date, and I sat with it for a long time before opening it. The first book had felt like a door opening. This one, from the weight of it in my hands, felt like a door that had been standing open for a while and was now recognized as permanent.
It's a broader work — the first was specifically about Indigenous food sovereignty in Oklahoma; this one reaches further, draws more comparisons, references more sources. My journals are cited forty-seven times. River is cited by name in a passage about intergenerational knowledge transmission, which references the conversation he and I had about his first deer when he was twelve. Lily had asked my permission two years ago and I had said of course, but seeing it in print was different. My grandson's name in an academic book about what we carry forward. I don't know what Danny would have said. Something short and precise that would have been better than anything I could manage.
I called Lily the day it arrived and we talked for almost two hours. She's working on grant applications, thinking about a third book that would be more practical — closer to what I'm writing, actually, though from an academic angle. We talked about the overlap and decided it wasn't competition, it was multiplication. Her footnotes leading to my kitchen, my kitchen leading back to her arguments. That's how knowledge is supposed to move.
I made a pot of bean soup that evening, the kind my grandmother made in winter, white beans with dried corn and smoked turkey neck, and ate it slowly at the table with the book open beside me. Lily's name on the spine. My name in the pages. Danny's absence woven through both without being named.
That soup I made the night the book arrived — white beans, dried corn, smoked turkey neck — wasn’t really about hunger. It was about having something warm to sit with while I took in what Lily had built, what River’s name meant in print, what Danny’s absence still shapes without ever being spoken. The corn in that pot is what I keep coming back to: dried, patient, transformed by heat and time into something that holds everything together. This Southwest Corn recipe is the closest I can offer to that tradition in a form most kitchens can reach — smoky, a little sweet, deeply satisfying, and honest about where it comes from.
Southwest Corn
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 35 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 4 cups corn kernels (fresh, frozen, or dried and rehydrated)
- 1 tablespoon olive oil or lard
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 2 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 poblano pepper, seeded and diced
- 1 red bell pepper, seeded and diced
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper (optional)
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- 2 tablespoons fresh cilantro or flat-leaf parsley, chopped
- 1 tablespoon fresh lime juice
- 2 oz smoked turkey or smoked sausage, diced (optional, for depth)
Instructions
- Sauté aromatics. Heat oil in a large cast-iron skillet or heavy-bottomed pan over medium heat. Add the onion and cook, stirring occasionally, for 5–6 minutes until softened and beginning to turn golden.
- Add peppers and garlic. Stir in the poblano, red bell pepper, and garlic. Cook for another 4–5 minutes until the peppers are tender and fragrant.
- Toast the spices. Push the vegetables to the side and add the smoked paprika, cumin, and cayenne directly to the pan. Let them bloom in the oil for 30 seconds, then stir everything together.
- Add corn and smoked turkey. Add the corn kernels and smoked turkey (if using) to the pan. Stir to combine. Cook over medium-high heat for 8–10 minutes, stirring occasionally, allowing the corn to char lightly in places.
- Finish and season. Remove from heat. Stir in lime juice and fresh cilantro. Taste and adjust salt, black pepper, and cayenne to your liking.
- Serve. Serve warm as a side dish, or spoon alongside bean soup, roasted meats, or simply on its own with warm bread.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 165 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 5g | Carbs: 27g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 210mg