Halloween in the new neighborhood. Curtis took up his position by the front door — wheelchair, candy bowl, "one each" — as if he'd been doing it here for years instead of two weeks. The Cascade Heights children discovered him immediately. A stream of tiny superheroes and princesses approached our door and Curtis dispensed candy with the gravitas of a Supreme Court justice distributing rulings. One child — maybe five years old, dressed as a dinosaur — looked at Curtis and said, "Are you a grandpa?" Curtis said, "I am THE grandpa." The definite article. THE grandpa. Curtis Jackson has claimed this neighborhood.
Zoe went to a friend's party in her latest costume creation: she went as "a still life" — she wore all fruit-colored clothing and held a frame around her face. Only Zoe. Only this girl. Derek and I looked at each other and he said, "I don't understand it." I said, "You don't have to understand it. You just have to drive her there." He drove her.
Marcus called from Morehouse. Senior year is pressing on him — graduate school applications, the relationship with Keisha deepening, the sense that the runway is ending and the plane needs to either take off or crash. He's applying to MSW programs. Social work. The field I've been in for twenty years. My son wants to do what I do, and the pride is a planet-sized thing that I carry quietly because showing it would embarrass him.
Made candy apples with Zoe — our tradition, going on seven years now. Granny Smith, homemade caramel, pecans. She dipped, I decorated. We ate them on the back porch of the new house — the porch we didn't have in College Park, the porch that looks out onto a yard with the magnolia tree. The caramel was sticky. The night was cool. The porch was new. The tradition was old. Both things held at the same time, the way they always do in this family. The new and the old. The Cascade Heights address and the College Park memory. Both. Always both.
Seven years of candy apples means seven years of caramel — sticky fingers, Zoe’s patient dipping technique, and the specific quiet that comes when a tradition holds even when everything else has shifted. We’re in a new house now, with a porch we didn’t have before, and I wanted the caramel to taste exactly the same as it always has. Soft Chocolate Caramels gave us that — rich, pull-apart, deeply sweet — the kind of caramel that belongs to October nights and magnolia trees and a girl who will go to a party dressed as a still life and not think twice about it.
Soft Chocolate Caramels
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 30 min | Total Time: 45 min + cooling | Servings: 40 pieces
Ingredients
- 1 cup heavy cream
- 1 cup light corn syrup
- 2 cups granulated sugar
- 1/2 cup unsalted butter, cut into pieces
- 3 oz dark chocolate (70% cacao), finely chopped
- 1 tsp pure vanilla extract
- 1/2 tsp fine sea salt
- Flaky sea salt, for topping (optional)
Instructions
- Prepare the pan. Grease an 8x8-inch baking pan and line it with parchment paper, leaving overhang on two sides. Lightly grease the parchment as well.
- Combine base ingredients. In a heavy-bottomed 3-quart saucepan, combine the heavy cream, corn syrup, sugar, and butter over medium heat. Stir gently until the sugar dissolves and the butter melts.
- Cook to temperature. Clip a candy thermometer to the side of the pan. Increase heat to medium-high and cook without stirring until the mixture reaches 245°F (firm-ball stage), about 20–25 minutes. Watch carefully as it approaches temperature.
- Add chocolate and vanilla. Remove from heat immediately. Add the chopped chocolate and vanilla extract. Stir gently until the chocolate is fully melted and incorporated.
- Pour and season. Pour the caramel into the prepared pan without scraping the sides of the pot. Sprinkle lightly with flaky sea salt if desired. Let cool at room temperature for at least 2 hours, or until fully set.
- Cut and wrap. Lift the caramel slab out using the parchment overhang. Using a sharp knife, cut into roughly 1x1-inch squares. Wrap individual pieces in wax paper or parchment and twist the ends to seal.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 95 | Protein: 0g | Fat: 4g | Carbs: 15g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 40mg