August. Ida is nine months and she crawls now. She crawls toward the kitchen consistently and determinedly. I do not know if she has always been this interested in the kitchen or if this is new but she moves in that direction like it is north and she is a compass. I have been putting a blanket on the kitchen floor near the stove so she can be in the room with me while I cook.
She watched me make biscuits from the blanket this week. She watched the flour. She watched the fat being cut in. She watched the folding. She watched the pan go into the oven. When the biscuits came out she was looking at the oven with the expression of someone who has just seen a trick they intend to understand completely. I said: I know. It seems like magic. It is mostly science. She crawled toward the stove. I moved her back to the blanket. She crawled toward the stove again. I moved her again. She accepted this on the third attempt. Patience is something we both have to keep learning.
Crystal called to ask about Ida. I described her in detail. Crystal listened carefully and asked good questions. She asked what she looked like right now. I sent photographs after we hung up. She said: she is so beautiful. She said: thank you for sending them. She sends photographs to her phone every time. She has a folder. She told me she has a folder.
The small Bright Beginnings Daycare in the small downtown Prattville is the small workplace. The small toddler-room teacher role (ages 18-36 months). The small daycare-worker-salary plus the small fiancé-Cole’s small carpenter-paycheck is the small two-income engaged-couple budget. The small wedding-saving has been the small two-year-project.
Tyler Clarke (the small fiancé, 29, diesel-mechanic-from-Millbrook) works at a small trucking-company. The small wedding is planned for October 2026 with Gloria walking Savannah down the aisle. The small marriage will be the small first-stable-adult-relationship Savannah has had. The small foster-care upbringing means the small family-of-origin had been the small unstable-shape.
The small foster-care-history: Savannah went into the small Alabama-foster-care system at age six after the small mother’s incarceration and the small father’s absence. The small seven-foster-placements between infancy and age sixteen. The small last placement (Gloria and James Martin in Prattville, who became the small forever-parents) since age fourteen. The small Martin-foster-parents continued to be the small only-parents until James died in 2024 at 77 from a heart-attack mowing the lawn.
The small self-taught-Southern-cooking is the small kitchen-identity. The small no-grandmother-recipes-passed-down meant the small YouTube-and-cookbook-self-teaching from age sixteen onward. The small fried chicken, the small biscuits, the small mac-and-cheese, the small banana pudding, the small sweet tea are the small staples.
The small Gloria-Martin kitchen-mentorship (Gloria is the small foster-mom-now-mom) has been the small adult-cooking-development since the small fourteen-year-old. The small Gloria-Sunday-dinners-with-Savannah-cooking-now are the small weekly-rhythm since James passed. The small Gloria-recipes (Black-Southern-comfort-food the small chain of Gloria’s mother and grandmother) are the small heritage-by-adoption.
The small Prattville-small-town-community is the small social-context. The small First Baptist Church congregation is the small church-family. The small daycare-coworkers are the small adjacent-friend-network. The small Martin-family (Gloria, James who passed in 2024, plus the small current-foster-child Destiny age 6 in Gloria’s care) is the small chosen-family. The small Tyler’s-family-in-Millbrook (Debbie, Roy, and four-brothers) is the small in-law-family.
The biscuits that week were really for Ida—or at least, she made them matter more than they would have otherwise. Watching her watch me fold the dough, her eyes tracking every movement like she was already filing it away, I wanted to keep that feeling going in the kitchen. These white chocolate cream cheese cookies came next: soft in the center the way biscuits are soft, a little golden at the edges, the kind of thing you make when someone is sitting on a blanket nearby and you want the oven to keep doing its small magic. Gloria taught me that a good kitchen is a generous one, and this recipe is exactly that—simple enough to make on a weeknight, sweet enough to share.
Soft And Chewy White Chocolate Cream Cheese Cookies
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 12 minutes | Total Time: 27 minutes | Servings: 24 cookies
Ingredients
- 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour
- 1 teaspoon baking soda
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, softened
- 4 oz cream cheese, softened
- 3/4 cup granulated sugar
- 1/4 cup packed light brown sugar
- 1 large egg
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 1 1/2 cups white chocolate chips
Instructions
- Preheat the oven. Heat your oven to 350°F. Line two baking sheets with parchment paper and set aside.
- Whisk the dry ingredients. In a medium bowl, whisk together the flour, baking soda, and salt. Set aside.
- Cream the butter and cream cheese. In a large bowl, beat the softened butter and cream cheese together with a hand mixer or stand mixer on medium speed until smooth and fluffy, about 2 minutes.
- Add the sugars. Add the granulated sugar and brown sugar to the butter mixture and beat on medium speed until light and creamy, about 2 more minutes.
- Mix in the egg and vanilla. Add the egg and vanilla extract and beat until fully combined, scraping down the sides of the bowl as needed.
- Incorporate the dry ingredients. Reduce mixer speed to low and gradually add the flour mixture, mixing just until no dry streaks remain. Do not overmix.
- Fold in the white chocolate chips. Using a rubber spatula or wooden spoon, fold in the white chocolate chips until evenly distributed throughout the dough.
- Scoop and space the dough. Drop rounded tablespoons of dough onto the prepared baking sheets, spacing them about 2 inches apart.
- Bake. Bake for 10–12 minutes, until the edges are just set and lightly golden. The centers will look slightly underdone—that’s what keeps them chewy. Do not overbake.
- Cool on the pan. Let the cookies rest on the baking sheet for 5 minutes before transferring to a wire rack. They will firm up as they cool.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 178 | Protein: 2g | Fat: 8g | Carbs: 24g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 112mg