The world is changing and I can feel it. COVID-19 cases in the US are multiplying. The stock market dropped. The CDC is warning about community spread. At the station, the mood has shifted from professional preparation to personal anxiety — the guys are not just worried about the job, they are worried about their families, their parents, their kids' schools. Rodriguez has elderly parents in Tucson. Travis's girlfriend is a nurse. My crew is carrying the weight of two fears: the fear of the fire and the fear of the virus.
I held a meeting on shift. Not a briefing — a meeting. I sat the crew down in the bay and talked to them not as Captain Rivera but as Marcus. I said: "We have trained for this. Not this specific thing, but this category of thing. We are first responders. We run toward emergencies. This is an emergency. It is slower than a fire. It is less visible than a car accident. But it is real, and it is coming, and we will face it the way we face everything: together, prepared, and with the understanding that our families need us to come home safe."
Travis was quiet after the meeting. I found him in the kitchen later and he said, "Captain, I have never been scared of the job before." I said, "That is because you have never faced something you cannot see." Fire is visible. Car wrecks are visible. A virus is invisible, and invisible threats are the hardest to fight because you cannot outmuscle them, you cannot outrun them, you can only outprepare them.
At home, the preparations continue. I filled the freezer: eight containers of labeled meals, enough for two weeks of family dinners. I bought extra rice, beans, canned goods, and water. Jessica watched me stack cans in the pantry and said, "How bad do you think this is going to be?" I said, "I do not know. But I want the freezer full and the family fed no matter what happens."
Called Roberto on Tuesday. He said, "I am not afraid of a virus, mijo. I survived the desert and the dealership and your mother's cooking when she was twenty. Nothing scares me." Elena, in the background: "My cooking was fine, Roberto." Roberto: "It is fine NOW. In 1978 it was an adventure." The man is sixty-two years old and still picking fights with his wife over food she cooked forty years ago. Some things do not change. I hope this is one of them.
Made chicken and dumplings this week — not Mexican, not BBQ, just pure comfort. Chicken thighs braised in broth, vegetables, and herbs, with fluffy dumplings dropped on top and steamed under a lid. The kind of food that says: everything is going to be okay. Even when you are not sure it is.
That week of filling the freezer and holding meetings in the bay reminded me that the best thing I can do—for my crew and my family—is control what I can control, and food is one of those things. When I needed something that would cook itself while I handled everything else, I came back to my slow-cooker teriyaki chicken: chicken thighs braised low and slow in a savory-sweet sauce until they fall apart, ready when you need them, forgiving of a long shift. It is not complicated. That is the whole point.
Slow-Cooker Teriyaki Chicken
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 5 hours | Total Time: 5 hours 10 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 2 1/2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken thighs
- 1/2 cup low-sodium soy sauce
- 1/3 cup honey
- 3 tablespoons rice vinegar
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 teaspoon fresh ginger, grated (or 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger)
- 1 teaspoon sesame oil
- 1/4 teaspoon red pepper flakes (optional)
- 2 tablespoons cornstarch
- 2 tablespoons cold water
- Cooked white rice, for serving
- Sliced green onions and sesame seeds, for garnish
Instructions
- Make the sauce. In a small bowl, whisk together soy sauce, honey, rice vinegar, garlic, ginger, sesame oil, and red pepper flakes until combined.
- Load the slow cooker. Arrange chicken thighs in a single layer in the slow cooker. Pour the sauce evenly over the top.
- Cook low and slow. Cover and cook on LOW for 4 to 5 hours, or on HIGH for 2 to 3 hours, until the chicken is cooked through and tender.
- Shred the chicken. Transfer the chicken to a cutting board and shred it with two forks. Return the shredded chicken to the slow cooker and stir to coat in the sauce.
- Thicken the sauce. In a small bowl, whisk together cornstarch and cold water to form a slurry. Stir it into the slow cooker, then replace the lid and cook on HIGH for an additional 15 to 20 minutes until the sauce thickens.
- Serve. Spoon the teriyaki chicken over cooked white rice. Garnish with sliced green onions and sesame seeds.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 29g | Fat: 8g | Carbs: 27g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 830mg