May. The month of my mother. Not officially — Mami was born in April, Luz María Ortiz, April 7, 1937, Bayamón, Puerto Rico — but May is Mother's Day and Mother's Day is the holiday that means the most to me, not because I need a holiday to love my mother but because the holiday gives the love a frame, a date, a reason to cook something specific and say something specific and hold the specific knowledge that I am both a mother and a daughter and the space between those two identities is the space where my entire life lives.
Mother's Day during a pandemic. I cannot hug my mother. I cannot sit at her table. I cannot hear her say more garlic while standing close enough to smell the lavender soap she has used since Bayamón. I drove to her apartment on Sunday with a container of pernil and a card that Sofía helped me make — a card with a photo of Mami in Bayamón in 1975, standing in the kitchen, young and strong and holding a wooden spoon, and underneath the photo Sofía wrote in her careful handwriting: Para la mejor madre del mundo. For the best mother in the world.
I left the food and the card at the door. I knocked. I stepped back. Mami opened the door and looked at the card for a long time and then she looked at me across six feet of hallway and she said, Carmen, come inside. I said, Mami, I can't. She said, It's Mother's Day. Come inside. I said, Mami, there is a virus. She said — and here is the thing about Luz María Ortiz that will never change no matter how much the fog takes, the thing that is load-bearing, the thing that is structural — she said, A virus is not stronger than a mother. Come inside.
I did not go inside. I stood in the hallway and cried and she stood in the doorway and watched me cry and she said, Carmen, stop crying and eat something. Stop crying and eat something. The most Luz María sentence in the history of sentences. I laughed through the crying and she smiled and I said, Te quiero, Mami. She said, I know. And then the fog came back and she looked at the card again and said, Who is this woman in the photo? And I said, That's you, Mami. That's you.
The pernil I brought Mami that Mother’s Day took two days — the overnight marinade, the slow oven, the patience that she taught me and that I keep re-learning every time I cook something that matters. When I make this slow cooker chicken now, I think of that same principle: you season it deeply, you give it time, and you trust that the low and slow will do what love does — pull everything toward tenderness. It’s not pernil, but it holds the same intention. It’s a meal made to be carried somewhere, left at a door, or eaten across six feet of hallway in your heart.
Slow Cooker “Rotisserie” Chicken
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 6–8 hours | Total Time: 6 hours 15 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 whole chicken (3 1/2 to 4 1/2 lbs), giblets removed
- 2 teaspoons kosher salt
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1 teaspoon onion powder
- 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper
- 1 tablespoon olive oil
- 4 cloves garlic, smashed
- 1 lemon, halved
- 3–4 large aluminum foil balls (to elevate the chicken)
Instructions
- Make the spice rub. In a small bowl, combine salt, smoked paprika, garlic powder, onion powder, oregano, thyme, black pepper, and cayenne. Stir to combine.
- Prep the chicken. Pat the chicken completely dry with paper towels — this is the most important step for getting a good exterior. Rub the olive oil all over the bird, then coat every surface with the spice mixture, including under the skin of the breasts where you can reach.
- Stuff the cavity. Tuck the smashed garlic cloves and both lemon halves inside the cavity of the chicken.
- Create a rack. Place 3 or 4 tightly crumpled balls of aluminum foil on the bottom of your slow cooker insert. This lifts the chicken out of its own drippings and allows the heat to circulate, so the skin can approach crispness rather than steaming.
- Slow cook. Place the chicken breast-side up on top of the foil balls. Cover and cook on LOW for 6–8 hours, or on HIGH for 3 1/2–4 hours, until the internal temperature in the thickest part of the thigh reads 165°F.
- Crisp the skin (optional but worth it). Carefully transfer the cooked chicken to a rimmed baking sheet. Broil on high for 3–5 minutes, watching closely, until the skin is golden and crackling. Let rest 10 minutes before carving.
- Make the most of the drippings. Pour the accumulated juices from the slow cooker through a fine mesh strainer. Skim the fat and use the remaining liquid as a simple jus to spoon over the carved meat, or save it as the base for a pan sauce or gravy.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 38g | Fat: 16g | Carbs: 2g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 620mg