The quiet week. Between Christmas and New Year's. The breathing space. This year I don't need the full collapse I needed last year — no week of takeout and novels on the couch. This year I cook some, rest some, exist in the in-between with more grace. The kids are home. The house is warm. Derek comes over Tuesday evening and we watch a movie on the couch while Marcus and Jasmine are at Vanessa's. His arm around my shoulder. My head on his chest. The television talking about nothing. The two of us being something.
New Year's Eve. Derek came over. The kids were there — all four of them, for the first time on a holiday night. We made a midnight snack spread: pizza rolls (Marcus's contribution — frozen, heated, lowbrow, beloved), cheese and crackers (Derek's; he's learning to contribute), Mama's pound cake (mine; because New Year's needs cake), and Jasmine's cornbread (she insisted; the girl has claimed cornbread as her territory and I have ceded it). Zoe made popcorn. Isaiah ate in silence, which is participation.
At midnight, the kids counted down. Derek and I stood in the kitchen doorway — between the kitchen and the living room, between the old year and the new one — and when the clock hit zero, he kissed me. Not the parking-lot kiss. Not the careful kiss. The midnight kiss, the one that happens when a year is ending and a year is beginning and the man you're falling in love with is standing in your kitchen doorway and your children are in the next room and the moment is both public and private and the kiss is both a question and an answer.
2019. I made black-eyed peas at 11:45. The tradition. Mama's recipe. Eaten before midnight for luck. Derek ate a bowl. The first time a man other than Curtis has eaten Mama's black-eyed peas in my house on New Year's Eve. The tradition expands. The table extends. 2019. The year that is already different because there is a man eating black-eyed peas in my kitchen and my children are laughing in the living room and the Folgers can is on the counter and Mama is everywhere and the new year smells like black-eyed peas and possibility.
The black-eyed peas are Mama’s recipe, and I’ll keep making those every New Year’s Eve until I can’t stand at a stove anymore — but this slow-cooker black bean soup is what I reach for when the tradition needs to stretch a little further, feed a few more people, or simmer quietly all day while life happens around it. It carries the same spirit: beans cooked low and slow, eaten before midnight, a bowl of something warm pressed into the hands of someone you love. Derek had two servings. That felt right.
Slow-Cooker Black Bean Soup
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 8 hrs | Total Time: 8 hrs 15 min | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1 lb dried black beans, rinsed and sorted
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 2 stalks celery, chopped
- 1 green bell pepper, diced
- 1 can (14.5 oz) diced tomatoes, undrained
- 6 cups low-sodium chicken or vegetable broth
- 2 teaspoons ground cumin
- 1 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper
- 1 teaspoon salt, or to taste
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 2 bay leaves
- Juice of 1 lime
- Sour cream, sliced green onions, and shredded cheddar for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Soak the beans. Place dried black beans in a large bowl and cover with cold water by at least 2 inches. Soak overnight or for at least 8 hours. Drain and rinse before using.
- Layer the slow cooker. Add the drained beans to the slow cooker. Layer in the onion, garlic, celery, bell pepper, and diced tomatoes with their juices.
- Add broth and seasoning. Pour in the broth. Stir in cumin, smoked paprika, oregano, cayenne, salt, pepper, and bay leaves.
- Cook low and slow. Cover and cook on LOW for 8 hours (or HIGH for 4 to 5 hours), until beans are completely tender and the broth has thickened and deepened in color.
- Finish and blend (optional). Remove bay leaves. For a creamier texture, use an immersion blender to partially blend the soup — about 4 to 5 pulses — leaving plenty of whole beans. Stir in lime juice and adjust salt to taste.
- Serve warm. Ladle into bowls and top with sour cream, sliced green onions, and shredded cheddar if desired. Serve with cornbread or warm crusty bread alongside.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 210 | Protein: 13g | Fat: 1g | Carbs: 38g | Fiber: 10g | Sodium: 480mg