The week began with a list, as most weeks do, and the list got shorter, as most lists do. The week was a spring week, the kind where the light through the kitchen window arrives at a particular angle and the freezer hums in a different register depending on the temperature in the garage. I made notes in my prep notebook on Sunday afternoon, the way I always do: meal name, ingredient list, cost per serving, prep time, freezer instructions. Twenty-eight bags. Two hours and eleven minutes. A little slow this week, by my standards, but Brandon was helping and the conversation was good, and I have learned, slowly and against my own grain, that the conversation is sometimes the point and the time is sometimes a courtesy I extend to my husband for being willing to chop onions on a Sunday afternoon.
The children are doing what they do, which is the central report of every week of my adult life. Ethan, 19, is at BYU studying international development. He still cooks chicken adobo for me when he comes home for Sunday dinner. Olivia is 18, at BYU studying elementary education — the path she chose at age seven and has not deviated from once. Mason is 15, finishing high school, with calluses on his hands and a plan that does not yet have words. Lily is 13, in high school, asking the kind of questions in Sunday School that make the teachers uncomfortable, which I find difficult and also, secretly, admirable. Noah is 10, the comedian, the performer — the kid who does an impression of my disappointed face in front of company, and gets away with it. That is the family report. I do not have a system for these reports. I just listen and remember and call back when I said I would call back, which is most of the time and not all of the time, and the difference between most and all is the territory of motherhood.
I do not preach in this blog. I never have. My faith is in here the way air is in a room — invisible, essential, not discussed. I am still a Latter-day Saint. I am also a woman who has sat in front of a casket the size of a bread box. I do not see those two things as contradictions, but I do not pretend they sit easily together either. The bench in the chapel where I sit on Sunday is the same bench. The woman is not. The faith makes room for the woman. That is what I have learned to ask of it.
The recipe of the week was enchilada assembly line, which I have made some specific number of times in my life and have refined to a system that I now hand to other people in printed form. The version I made this week fed eight, cost under fifteen dollars, and required twenty-six minutes of active prep, which is within my requirements and not a coincidence. I taught a freezer meal class this week and someone cried at the cost-per-serving column on the handout. I took the cry as a compliment. I have stopped explaining the freezer-meal philosophy to people who already follow my work, and I have stopped apologizing for it to people who do not. The philosophy is simple: tomorrow is coming whether you are ready or not. You can either be ready or not. I pick ready.
The week ends the way most of them do — with a labeled bag, a tomorrow, a kitchen light I leave on for no one in particular, and a quiet that holds.
I included this recipe on the handout for the class this week, right next to the enchilada assembly line, because they sit in the same category in my system: high yield, low cost, freezer-ready, no apologies. Skillet Beef Tamales is the recipe I reach for when I want the warmth of tamale flavor without a two-day production — it is honest food, built for people who have a list and a Sunday afternoon and a husband willing to chop onions. I have labeled more bags of this than I can count, and I have never once opened the freezer and been sorry it was there.
Skillet Beef Tamales
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 25 min | Total Time: 40 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 lb lean ground beef
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 can (14.5 oz) diced tomatoes, undrained
- 1 can (10 oz) red enchilada sauce
- 1 can (15 oz) whole kernel corn, drained
- 1 can (15 oz) black beans, rinsed and drained
- 1 1/2 teaspoons chili powder
- 1 teaspoon cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1 cup masa harina (corn masa flour)
- 2/3 cup low-sodium chicken broth, warmed
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted
- 1 1/2 cups shredded Mexican-blend cheese, divided
- 2 tablespoons fresh cilantro, chopped (optional, for serving)
Instructions
- Brown the beef. Heat a 12-inch oven-safe skillet over medium-high heat. Add ground beef and cook, breaking it apart, until no pink remains, about 6–8 minutes. Drain excess fat.
- Build the base. Add diced onion to the skillet and cook with the beef for 3 minutes until softened. Stir in garlic and cook 1 minute more.
- Add sauce and vegetables. Stir in diced tomatoes, enchilada sauce, corn, black beans, chili powder, cumin, smoked paprika, salt, and pepper. Bring to a simmer and cook for 5 minutes, stirring occasionally.
- Make the masa topping. In a medium bowl, stir together masa harina, warm chicken broth, melted butter, and 3/4 cup of the shredded cheese until a soft, spreadable dough forms. If the dough feels too stiff, add broth one tablespoon at a time.
- Top and finish. Drop spoonfuls of masa dough evenly over the beef mixture in the skillet — do not press down. Sprinkle remaining 3/4 cup cheese over the top. Cover the skillet with a lid or foil and cook over medium-low heat for 12–15 minutes, until the masa is set and cooked through.
- Rest and serve. Remove from heat and let rest 5 minutes. Garnish with cilantro if desired and serve directly from the skillet.
Freezer Instructions: Cool completely, portion into labeled freezer-safe bags or containers, and freeze for up to 3 months. Reheat covered in a 350°F oven for 25–30 minutes or microwave individual portions in 2-minute intervals until heated through.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 420 | Protein: 28g | Fat: 17g | Carbs: 38g | Fiber: 6g | Sodium: 780mg