June arrives and Alaska exhales. The snow is gone — completely, finally, even from the north-facing crevices — and the world is green and warm (relatively warm; warm for Alaska means fifty-five and sunny, which the rest of America calls "jacket weather"). The days are nineteen hours long and the energy is electric, the state vibrating with the need to do everything now, because summer is short and the light is temporary and the darkness will return and everyone knows it.
I'm vibrating too. The blog is growing — steady readership, regular comments, the occasional share that brings a spike of new visitors. The ER is stable. Jason is stable. The therapy is stable. Everything is stable, which two years ago would have bored the old Grace and now delights the new one, because stability is the scaffolding on which everything else is built. You don't notice scaffolding until it's gone. You don't appreciate stability until you've lived without it.
Angela's wedding is two months away and the planning has reached fever pitch. The dress fittings, the venue confirmations, the seating charts that Angela approaches with the precision of a military strategist. I'm handling the Filipino food — the adobo, the pancit, the lechon kawali for two hundred guests. The lechon whole pig has been ordered from the Filipino family in Eagle River. The lumpia count has been set at five hundred. Five hundred. Lourdes and I will wrap for two days. My hands ache in anticipation.
I made a practice batch of the wedding pancit this week — pancit bihon for two hundred, scaled up in the largest pot I own, the noodles absorbing the soy and the calamansi, the vegetables softening, the chicken sliced thin. Cooking for two hundred is different from cooking for four — the proportions shift, the timing changes, the stakes are higher because the food is not just dinner, it's the edible architecture of my sister's wedding day. The pancit must be right. The adobo must be right. The lumpia must be perfect. This is not just food. This is the Santos family on display, Lourdes's recipes in public, every wrapped lumpia a statement of who we are and where we come from.
The practice pancit was good. I adjusted the soy ratio and noted it in the recipe journal Angela gave me. Two months until the wedding. Two months of practice and preparation and the particular anxiety of a woman who is both maid of honor and head chef and hasn't quite figured out how to be both in a green dress that she looks terrible in. But the food will be right. That, I can guarantee.
After three days of tasting and adjusting soy ratios and squeezing calamansi over noodles by the pot-load, my palate needed something clean and simple — something that celebrated citrus without burying it under a hundred other flavors. This Simple Citrus Salad became my reset button during wedding-prep week, a two-minute breath between practice batches that reminded me why I love the brightness of citrus in the first place. It’s not pancit, but it carries the same spirit: light, sharp, honest, and made with love for people who deserve a beautiful meal.
Simple Citrus Salad
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 0 minutes | Total Time: 10 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 2 navel oranges, peeled and sliced into rounds
- 2 blood oranges or cara cara oranges, peeled and sliced into rounds
- 1 large grapefruit, peeled and segmented
- 1 small lemon, zested and juiced
- 1 tablespoon honey or agave syrup
- 1/4 teaspoon flaky sea salt
- 1/4 teaspoon freshly cracked black pepper
- 2 tablespoons fresh mint leaves, torn
- 1 tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil
- Optional: 1/4 cup thinly sliced red onion
Instructions
- Prep the citrus. Peel and slice the navel oranges and blood oranges into 1/4-inch rounds. Segment the grapefruit, removing any pith. Arrange all citrus on a wide, shallow serving platter, overlapping the slices slightly.
- Make the dressing. In a small bowl, whisk together the lemon juice, lemon zest, honey, and olive oil until combined. Season with flaky sea salt and cracked black pepper.
- Dress and finish. Drizzle the dressing evenly over the arranged citrus. Scatter the torn mint leaves over the top. Add sliced red onion if using.
- Rest briefly and serve. Let the salad sit for 3—5 minutes at room temperature so the citrus absorbs the dressing, then serve immediately. Best eaten fresh.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 112 | Protein: 1g | Fat: 4g | Carbs: 21g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 148mg