Noah started preschool Monday. He was ready before I was. He had been ready for six weeks. He had his backpack on at seven-fifteen, which was forty-five minutes before I had planned to leave, and when I told him we had some time yet he sat down at the kitchen table with his backpack still on and waited, with the particular stillness of a child who has decided that waiting is a strategic choice, not a delay.
I drove him to the school, which is ten minutes from the house. He was out of the car before I had turned off the engine. He marched through the door, found his cubby (labeled with his name in red letters, which he identified before I did), put his backpack in it, and turned to find his teacher, who he greeted by name and who later told me at pickup that she had never had a four-year-old introduce himself so formally. I sat in the car in the parking lot for ten minutes after I dropped him off. Not crying, exactly. Something adjacent to crying. The relief and the loss of the same thing at the same time.
I drove home. The house was quiet in a way it has not been in four years. All five children in school or preschool. For the first time in thirteen years, from eight-thirty until noon, I am alone in my own house. The quiet was terrifying. I stood in the kitchen for about three minutes and then I prepped fifteen freezer meals because idle hands and an idle mind are worse than grief, and the system is what I have, and the system fills the time, and the time needed filling.
Fifteen meals in three hours and forty minutes. Taco soup, enchilada filling, pulled pork, white chicken chili, breakfast burritos. The kitchen was full of purpose by noon. Noah came home at twelve-thirty and announced that he had made three friends and told a joke about a dinosaur and a cracker and everyone laughed. I said: I knew they would. He said: I told you I would be the funniest. He is four and he was right.
Breakfast burritos were the last thing I assembled that morning, right before Noah came home, and they are the reason I kept moving when the quiet got too loud. There is something about wrapping things up—literally rolling eggs and sausage and peppers into a neat foil package and stacking them in the freezer—that makes the formless feeling of a new chapter feel manageable. These are the burritos I make when I need the kitchen to have a purpose, and that morning, it needed one badly.
Savory Breakfast Ideas
Prep Time: 20 min | Cook Time: 25 min | Total Time: 45 min | Servings: 12 burritos
Ingredients
- 12 large flour tortillas (burrito-size, 10-inch)
- 12 large eggs
- 1 lb ground breakfast sausage
- 1 medium green bell pepper, diced
- 1 medium red bell pepper, diced
- 1 small yellow onion, diced
- 1 1/2 cups shredded sharp cheddar cheese
- 3/4 cup salsa (mild or medium)
- 2 tablespoons olive oil or butter
- 1 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1 teaspoon cumin
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- Salt and black pepper to taste
- Optional: 1 can (15 oz) black beans, drained and rinsed
Instructions
- Cook the sausage. In a large skillet over medium-high heat, brown the breakfast sausage, breaking it into crumbles, until cooked through, about 6–8 minutes. Drain excess fat and transfer to a large bowl.
- Saute the vegetables. In the same skillet, heat olive oil over medium heat. Add the onion and bell peppers and cook, stirring occasionally, until softened, about 5 minutes. Season with garlic powder, cumin, smoked paprika, salt, and pepper. Add to the bowl with the sausage.
- Scramble the eggs. Reduce heat to medium-low. Whisk the eggs in a bowl with a pinch of salt, then pour into the skillet. Stir gently and cook just until set but still slightly soft, about 3–4 minutes. Remove from heat immediately so they don’t overcook.
- Combine the filling. Add the scrambled eggs, salsa, and black beans (if using) to the sausage and vegetable mixture. Fold together gently until evenly combined.
- Assemble the burritos. Warm tortillas briefly in the microwave (15–20 seconds, wrapped in a damp paper towel) to make them pliable. Spoon about 1/2 cup of filling onto the lower third of each tortilla, top with 2 tablespoons of shredded cheese, then fold in the sides and roll tightly from the bottom up.
- Wrap for the freezer. Wrap each burrito individually in aluminum foil. Place in a zip-top freezer bag or airtight container and freeze for up to 3 months. Label with the date.
- Reheat from frozen. Remove foil and wrap burrito in a damp paper towel. Microwave on high for 2 to 2 1/2 minutes, flipping once halfway through, until heated through. Alternatively, reheat in a 350°F oven (still in foil) for 25–30 minutes.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 370 | Protein: 18g | Fat: 19g | Carbs: 32g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 620mg