Life after the hurricane is settling back to normal, which in Tampa means the traffic is terrible again, the humidity is suffocating again, and the real estate market is moving again. Normalcy is underrated. I used to think excitement was what I wanted. Now I know that normalcy — the phone ringing with client calls, the children coming home from school, the drive to Tarpon Springs on Sundays — is the real luxury. Excitement is for people who have not lost enough yet to know what they have.
Alexander submitted his first college application this week — USF, early action. He clicked the submit button at 8:47 PM on a Tuesday and then sat at his desk without moving for a full minute. I was watching from the doorway. I did not let him know I was watching. He took a breath. He closed his laptop. He came to the kitchen and said it is done. I said how do you feel. He said terrified. I said that is the correct feeling. I made him avgolemono because avgolemono is the correct soup for every feeling.
Sophia is settling into high school with increasing confidence. She has found her group — science kids, library kids, the ones who do homework at lunch and consider this normal behavior. She came home this week with a ninety-five on her first biology exam and a look of satisfaction so pure it practically glowed. I said congratulations. She said it was easy. I said do not say easy. I said say you were prepared. She corrected herself: I was prepared. Good. Prepared is a word that respects the work. Easy dismisses it. Greek mothers teach vocabulary alongside recipes.
Sunday dinner at Mama's was smaller this week — just the immediate family, no Despina, who was tired. I asked Mama if Despina is okay. Mama said she is ninety. I said that is not an answer. Mama said it is the only answer that ninety has. She is right. Ninety is its own explanation. Ninety contains all the answers — some good, some not, all honest.
I made Greek baked beans this week — gigantes plaki, the giant white beans baked in tomato sauce with olive oil and dill until they are creamy and almost sweet. It is a dish that asks nothing of you except patience. You soak the beans overnight. You simmer them slowly. You bake them until the top is caramelized and the inside is silk. It is meditation in food form. After a hurricane and a college application and a biology exam, my family needed meditation. We ate the beans with bread and silence and the silence was not empty — it was full, the way a pot of gigantes is full: warm, dense, nourishing, made with time and care and more olive oil than any reasonable person would approve of.
The gigantes plaki I made that week was not a complicated decision—it was the only decision. After a hurricane settling, a college application submitted with shaking hands, and a biology exam aced by a girl who is finally finding herself, my family did not need anything clever or impressive. They needed beans. Slow, patient, generous beans baked until the top caramelizes and the inside goes silky—the kind of dish that asks only that you trust time to do its work, which is exactly the kind of faith a week like that demands of you.
Gigantes Plaki (Greek Saucy Baked Beans)
Prep Time: 15 minutes (plus overnight soak) | Cook Time: 2 hours 30 minutes | Total Time: 2 hours 45 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 lb dried gigantes beans (large white lima beans), soaked overnight and drained
- 1/3 cup extra-virgin olive oil, plus more for drizzling
- 1 large yellow onion, finely diced
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 1 can (28 oz) crushed tomatoes
- 1 cup water or vegetable broth
- 2 tablespoons tomato paste
- 1 teaspoon honey or sugar
- 1 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/4 cup fresh dill, chopped (or 1 tablespoon dried)
- 1/4 cup fresh flat-leaf parsley, chopped
- 1 1/2 teaspoons kosher salt, plus more to taste
- 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
- Crusty bread, for serving
Instructions
- Simmer the soaked beans. Place the drained beans in a large pot and cover with cold water by 3 inches. Bring to a boil, then reduce heat and simmer for 45–60 minutes, until the beans are just tender but still hold their shape. Drain and set aside.
- Preheat the oven. Heat your oven to 375°F (190°C).
- Build the tomato sauce. In a large oven-safe skillet or Dutch oven, warm the olive oil over medium heat. Add the onion and cook, stirring occasionally, for 8–10 minutes until soft and golden. Add the garlic and cook 1 minute more. Stir in the tomato paste and cook for 2 minutes. Add the crushed tomatoes, water or broth, honey, oregano, paprika, salt, and pepper. Simmer for 10 minutes until the sauce thickens slightly.
- Combine and transfer. Stir the drained beans and half the dill and parsley into the tomato sauce. If using a skillet, transfer everything to a 9x13-inch baking dish. Spread evenly. Drizzle generously with olive oil—do not be reasonable about this.
- Bake uncovered. Bake for 60–75 minutes, until the top is caramelized and slightly darkened at the edges and the sauce has thickened into something that coats the back of a spoon. The beans should be creamy all the way through.
- Finish and rest. Remove from the oven and scatter the remaining dill and parsley over the top. Let the dish rest for 10 minutes before serving—the beans continue to absorb the sauce as they sit, and the patience is always rewarded.
- Serve. Spoon into bowls and bring the bread. The silence at the table will not be empty.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 340 | Protein: 14g | Fat: 13g | Carbs: 44g | Fiber: 11g | Sodium: 580mg