Week 322. Spring 2022. I am 39 years old and standing in my kitchen — the Bench house kitchen, the one that held cancer and divorce and cinnamon rolls — and the stove is on and something is cooking and the house smells like fresh herbs and possibility and this is my life. This is the life I built.
Brett came Wednesday. We sat on the porch and talked about nothing, and the nothing was perfect, the way nothing between siblings is always perfect — full of history, empty of agenda, the purest form of company.
Mason is 11 and reading everything he can find and examining the world under a microscope with the intensity of a tenured researcher.
Lily is 9 and riding horses with the fearlessness of someone who has never considered the possibility of falling.
I made asparagus soup this week. The food continues. The food always continues. It is the thread that connects every week to every other week, every year to every other year, every version of me to every other version — the woman on the kitchen floor, the woman at the chemo recliner, the woman at the grill, the woman at the outdoor table under the string lights. All of them, connected by the food they made with their hands. All of them, me.
The asparagus soup was simmering and the kitchen smelled the way it does in spring — green and bright and alive — and I found myself reaching for bread to go alongside it, something with herbs, something that matched the mood of the week. Rosemary orange bread felt exactly right: the rosemary earthy and grounding, the orange lifting it into something almost celebratory, the whole thing warm from the oven and asking nothing of you except to slow down and eat it. This is the kind of bread you make when ordinary feels like a gift.
Rosemary Orange Bread
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 35 minutes | Total Time: 55 minutes (plus 1 hour 30 minutes rise time) | Servings: 12 slices
Ingredients
- 3 cups all-purpose flour, plus more for dusting
- 2 1/4 teaspoons active dry yeast (1 packet)
- 1 tablespoon granulated sugar
- 1 teaspoon salt
- 2 tablespoons fresh rosemary, finely chopped
- 1 tablespoon orange zest (from 1 large orange)
- 3/4 cup warm water (110°F)
- 1/4 cup fresh orange juice
- 2 tablespoons olive oil, plus more for bowl
- 1 egg, lightly beaten (for egg wash)
- 1 sprig fresh rosemary, for topping
Instructions
- Activate the yeast. Combine warm water, sugar, and yeast in a small bowl. Stir gently and let sit 5–10 minutes until foamy. If it doesn’t foam, start over with fresh yeast.
- Mix the dough. In a large bowl, whisk together flour and salt. Add the rosemary and orange zest and stir to distribute. Make a well in the center and pour in the yeast mixture, orange juice, and olive oil. Stir until a shaggy dough forms.
- Knead. Turn dough out onto a lightly floured surface and knead for 8–10 minutes until smooth and elastic, adding flour a tablespoon at a time if the dough is sticky. The dough should spring back when poked.
- First rise. Place dough in a lightly oiled bowl, turning once to coat. Cover with a clean kitchen towel and let rise in a warm spot for 1 hour, or until doubled in size.
- Shape. Punch down the dough and turn it out onto a lightly floured surface. Shape into a round boule or a tight oval loaf. Place on a parchment-lined baking sheet.
- Second rise. Cover loosely and let rise 30 minutes. Meanwhile, preheat oven to 375°F.
- Finish and bake. Brush the top of the loaf with beaten egg wash. Lay the rosemary sprig across the top and press gently. Score the surface with a sharp knife if desired. Bake 30–35 minutes until deep golden brown and the loaf sounds hollow when tapped on the bottom.
- Cool. Transfer to a wire rack and cool at least 15 minutes before slicing. The crumb will set as it cools.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 148 | Protein: 4g | Fat: 3g | Carbs: 26g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 198mg