Halloween week. The apartment is decorated — if you can call "three paper pumpkins taped to the window and a plastic skeleton from Dollar Tree hanging on the front door" decorated. Chloe has been wearing her Elsa costume around the house for practice. Jayden has been wearing his lion onesie. They look like a Disney movie collided with a nature documentary. I love it.
We went trick-or-treating on Monday night — our little block in Antioch, where the houses are close together and every other porch has a bowl of candy and a carved pumpkin. Chloe held my hand on one side and Jayden's stroller was on the other and we walked from house to house and Chloe said "trick or treat!" with the confidence of a CEO making a demand, and Jayden just stared at everyone with his lion hood up, looking confused but delighted by the steady influx of candy he wasn't allowed to eat.
Mrs. Patterson — my neighbor, the tomato fairy — gave Chloe a full-size Snickers bar. FULL SIZE. Chloe looked at it like she'd been handed a Nobel Prize. "Mama, it's a BIG one." Yes, baby. Some people are generous with the big ones. Remember them. Be them, when you can.
Mama stayed home to hand out candy. She bought two bags of the fun-size assortment from Kroger and sat on her porch in a lawn chair and gave every kid two pieces and complimented every costume and when the little ones were scared of the dark she turned on all her lights. That's Lorraine. She lights up the dark for children. She's been doing it my whole life.
I carved a pumpkin for the first time in years. I'm terrible at it — the face I carved looked less "spooky jack-o-lantern" and more "surprised accountant" — but Chloe helped scoop the seeds and we roasted them with salt and olive oil and ate them warm on the porch. Earline used to roast pumpkin seeds every October. Mama told me once that Earline would save the seeds from the biggest pumpkin at the farm stand and roast them over the wood stove and the whole house smelled like fall and salt and the specific warmth of a grandmother who turned everything into food and food into love.
Midterm studying continues. Tanisha and I did a marathon study session on Sunday while Mama watched all three kids (hers and mine). We studied for six hours. SIX. I know more about tooth morphology than I ever thought possible. I can draw the roots of a first premolar from memory. I can explain the difference between cementum and dentin. I can do this. I can actually do this. The midterm is Friday. I'm ready.
With fall in the air and pumpkin seeds still on my mind — and honestly, with my brain so full of tooth morphology that I needed to cook something grounding and beautiful — I wanted to make a real autumn meal, something that honored the season the way Earline always did. This roasted winter squash salad felt exactly right: warm and earthy and just sweet enough, the kind of thing that makes a Tuesday feel like it matters. Here’s how I put it together.
Roasted Winter Squash, Cranberry, and Almond Salad with Lemon Dijon Balsamic Vinaigrette
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 25 min | Total Time: 40 min | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 1 small butternut or acorn squash (about 2 lbs), peeled and cubed into 3/4-inch pieces
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/4 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 5 oz mixed greens or arugula
- 1/3 cup dried cranberries
- 1/3 cup sliced almonds, toasted
- 2 oz crumbled goat cheese or feta (optional)
- Lemon Dijon Balsamic Vinaigrette:
- 3 tablespoons balsamic vinegar
- 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice
- 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard
- 1 teaspoon honey
- 1 small garlic clove, minced
- 1/4 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/4 cup olive oil
Instructions
- Preheat and prep. Heat your oven to 425°F. Line a large baking sheet with parchment paper.
- Season the squash. Toss the cubed squash with olive oil, salt, pepper, and smoked paprika until evenly coated. Spread in a single layer on the prepared baking sheet, making sure the pieces aren’t crowded.
- Roast until golden. Roast for 22—26 minutes, flipping once halfway through, until the squash is tender and the edges are caramelized and lightly browned. Set aside to cool for 5 minutes.
- Toast the almonds. While the squash roasts, add sliced almonds to a dry skillet over medium heat. Stir frequently for 3—4 minutes until golden and fragrant. Watch them closely — they go from toasted to burned fast. Transfer to a plate to cool.
- Make the vinaigrette. In a small bowl or jar, whisk together the balsamic vinegar, lemon juice, Dijon mustard, honey, garlic, and salt. Slowly drizzle in the olive oil while whisking constantly until the dressing is emulsified and smooth. Taste and adjust seasoning.
- Assemble the salad. Spread the greens on a large serving platter or in a wide bowl. Scatter the warm roasted squash over the top, then add the dried cranberries, toasted almonds, and crumbled cheese if using.
- Dress and serve. Drizzle generously with the lemon Dijon balsamic vinaigrette just before serving. Toss gently or serve deconstructed so everyone can dress their own portion. Best eaten warm or at room temperature.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 20g | Carbs: 31g | Fiber: 5g | Sodium: 320mg