New year. Drove Monday, a short Lincoln run. Home Monday night.
Sarah got the first draft of book two. Early response: "Brenda. This is extraordinary. Give me two weeks." That's fine.
Gayle had a bad Wednesday. Labored breathing at 2 a.m. We used the oxygen concentrator. It resolved in 45 minutes. I called the doctor in the morning. She adjusted meds again. She said, "Brenda. I want to be clear. Her trajectory is down. Slow down, but down." I nodded. I drove home. I told Dave. He held me. I did not cry in front of Gayle. I cry alone.
The rest of the week was fine. Gayle ate. She was stable. She laughed at a Josie story Saturday.
Sunday: chicken pot pie. She had half a cup.
We’d had chicken pot pie that Sunday — something warm, something familiar — and Gayle had half a cup, which felt like a small victory. When I think about the food I reach for during the hard weeks, it’s always something that doesn’t ask anything of you: no complicated prep, no demanding technique, just layers of good things put together with care. This Red White and Blueberry Pie is exactly that — a no-fuss, cool, creamy pie that I’ve made when I needed my hands to be busy and my heart to stay steady. It’s the kind of thing you can leave on the counter and let people come to it when they’re ready.
Red White And Blueberry Pie
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 10 minutes | Total Time: 3 hours (includes chilling) | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1 9-inch graham cracker pie crust (store-bought or homemade)
- 8 oz cream cheese, softened
- 1/2 cup powdered sugar
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
- 1 1/2 cups heavy whipping cream, cold
- 2 tablespoons powdered sugar (for whipped cream)
- 1 1/2 cups fresh strawberries, hulled and sliced
- 1 1/2 cups fresh blueberries, rinsed and dried
- 2 tablespoons strawberry jam or red currant jelly, warmed (optional glaze)
Instructions
- Make the cream cheese layer. Beat the softened cream cheese with 1/2 cup powdered sugar and vanilla extract using a hand mixer until smooth and fluffy, about 2 minutes. Set aside.
- Whip the cream. In a separate chilled bowl, whip the cold heavy cream with 2 tablespoons powdered sugar until stiff peaks form, about 3—4 minutes. Do not over-whip.
- Combine the filling. Gently fold half of the whipped cream into the cream cheese mixture until just combined and smooth. Reserve the remaining whipped cream for topping.
- Fill the crust. Spread the cream cheese filling evenly into the prepared graham cracker crust, smoothing the top with a spatula.
- Top with fruit. Arrange the sliced strawberries and blueberries over the filling in a decorative pattern — alternating rows or concentric rings both work beautifully. Brush fruit lightly with warmed jam for a glossy finish, if using.
- Add whipped cream. Dollop or pipe the reserved whipped cream around the edge of the pie.
- Chill. Refrigerate the pie for at least 2 hours (or overnight) before slicing. This allows the filling to set fully and the flavors to meld.
- Serve. Slice with a sharp knife wiped clean between cuts. Serve cold, straight from the refrigerator.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 340 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 22g | Carbs: 32g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 190mg