Gary took a sabbatical in March. I want to record this carefully because it surprised me, and the things that surprise Gary do not happen often enough to go unexamined. He came home one Tuesday in early March and said he'd arranged to take eight weeks away from the university, leave he'd been accumulating for years and never using. No teaching, no committee work, no office hours. Just eight weeks of — he paused in that way he has — just time.
I didn't ask why immediately. We've been together long enough that I know when a question needs room before it can be answered. We had dinner — I'd made pork tenderloin with a cider pan sauce, nothing elaborate — and Gary was quieter than usual, that particular quality of quiet that is thinking rather than withdrawn. After dinner he said: I think I've been pushing too hard for too long and I'd like to stop for a little while and find out what I actually want to be doing.
I put down my fork and looked at my husband. Fifty-three years old. Three grown children, two of whom have given us grandchildren. Thirty-one years of marriage. A career he's built with real care and real dedication. And underneath all of it, this question, which is actually the same question everyone is carrying: am I doing the right things with the time I have?
The sabbatical began this week, and the change in him by day four was already visible. He woke up without an alarm. He made coffee slowly, standing at the window watching the backyard, where the first spring bulbs were pushing through. He started reading in the afternoons, actual long-form reading, books he's been meaning to get to for years. He came into the kitchen one afternoon and asked if I'd teach him to make proper pasta from scratch, just because he wanted to know how.
We made pasta. We made it for two hours on a Saturday afternoon and got flour everywhere and the result was imperfect and delicious. I don't know what Gary is figuring out in this sabbatical. But whatever it is, it involves pasta flour and spring bulbs and a window and time, and that seems like a good start.
That Saturday afternoon covered in pasta flour stayed with me long after Gary had gone back to his book and the kitchen was clean again — this particular feeling of making something slow and tactile, just for the pleasure of knowing how. In that same spirit, I’ve been starting our sabbatical mornings with a batch of quinoa granola: unhurried, hands-on, the kind of thing that fills the kitchen with warmth while you stand at the window watching the yard come back to life. It felt right to share it here, because it belongs to this season.
Quinoa Granola
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 30 minutes | Total Time: 40 minutes | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 2 cups old-fashioned rolled oats
- 3/4 cup uncooked quinoa, rinsed and dried
- 1/2 cup raw almonds, roughly chopped
- 1/2 cup raw pecans, roughly chopped
- 1/4 cup raw pumpkin seeds
- 1/4 cup pure maple syrup
- 3 tablespoons coconut oil, melted
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
- 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
- 1/4 teaspoon fine sea salt
- 1/2 cup dried cranberries or raisins (added after baking)
Instructions
- Preheat the oven. Heat your oven to 325°F (165°C) and line a large rimmed baking sheet with parchment paper.
- Combine the dry ingredients. In a large bowl, stir together the rolled oats, dried quinoa, almonds, pecans, and pumpkin seeds until evenly mixed.
- Mix the wet ingredients. In a small bowl or measuring cup, whisk together the maple syrup, melted coconut oil, vanilla extract, cinnamon, and sea salt.
- Coat the mixture. Pour the wet ingredients over the dry ingredients and stir thoroughly until every grain and nut is well coated.
- Spread and bake. Spread the mixture in an even layer on the prepared baking sheet. Bake for 25—30 minutes, stirring once halfway through, until golden and fragrant. Watch carefully in the last five minutes; the quinoa can brown quickly.
- Cool completely. Remove from the oven and let the granola cool on the baking sheet without stirring — this is what allows it to clump. It will crisp up considerably as it cools.
- Add dried fruit. Once fully cooled, break the granola into clusters and stir in the dried cranberries or raisins. Transfer to an airtight jar or container.
- Store. Keeps at room temperature for up to two weeks, or in the freezer for up to two months.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 310 | Protein: 8g | Fat: 14g | Carbs: 38g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 75mg