Mid-December. The Christmas pasteles season for the family began. I was making seventy-two pasteles for our Nochebuena. I had Yolanda assisting at home Saturday — she came over with her two college-age daughters — and Sofía came too, and Rosa came too. Five women in my kitchen for six hours making pasteles. Mami did not come — too tired — but Eduardo drove her dinner of arroz con pollo over and stayed with her for an hour.
Twenty-four pasteles done Saturday. Forty-eight to go. Two more Saturdays.
Tuesday food bank: arroz con pollo. The line was long. Hartford in mid-December is colder and grayer and more in need.
Wednesday I went over the spring 2026 plan with Tamika. Yolanda would launch the Asylum Hill satellite location in March. I would help her with the first cohort's opening night and then step back. Yolanda would lead. Marcus would still be apprenticing — he would TA at Parkville winter cohort with me, and lead his own satellite (Frog Hollow) in fall 2026. Tamika said, "Carmen, this is on track." I said, "Tamika, the food sets its own pace." She nodded.
Thursday Mami had a quiet day. I sat with her for two hours. She said little. She ate broth. She held my hand. She said at one point, "Carmen, the pasteles are coming?" I said, "Mami, yes." She said, "Carmen, save me four. Make sure four are in my freezer. I want them on a day I am hungry." I said, "Mami, you have four." She said, "Carmen, write it on the bag." I drove home. I labeled four pasteles MAMI EARLY in the freezer. I drove them to her Friday. Carmen the aide put them in her freezer. I told Mami. Mami said, "Carmen, perfect."
Friday David called. He said, "Ma, James and I want to come for Christmas Eve and stay through New Year's. Together. James has met everyone now. We want to do the holiday." I said, "Mijo, of course." He said, "Ma, we will sleep in the guest room." I said, "Mijo, of course." He said, "Ma, we will help cook." I said, "Mijo, of course." He said, "Ma, you are agreeing to everything." I said, "Mijo, of course." He laughed. He said, "Ma, see you the 24th." Wepa.
By Friday night, when David called and said he and James were coming for Nochebuena and staying through New Year’s, I was already deep in pasteles dough and my heart was already very full. There is something about the December kitchen — the steam, the masa, the layers of filling tucked tight and wrapped — that makes a person want more of that feeling all week long, not just on the big day. These Provolone Beef Pastry Pockets give me that same satisfaction on a weeknight: savory filling, golden crust, something warm held inside something that seals it all in. I made a batch Wednesday after Tamika and I finished the spring plan, and I thought: this is the food that keeps the rhythm going between the big cooking days.
Provolone Beef Pastry Pockets
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 45 minutes | Servings: 8 pockets
Ingredients
- 1 lb lean ground beef (85/15)
- 1/2 medium yellow onion, finely diced
- 2 cloves garlic, minced
- 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
- 1/2 teaspoon black pepper
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/4 teaspoon dried oregano
- 2 tablespoons tomato paste
- 1 package (17.3 oz) frozen puff pastry, thawed (2 sheets)
- 6 slices provolone cheese, halved
- 1 egg, beaten (for egg wash)
- 1 tablespoon water
- Flaky sea salt, for topping (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat oven. Heat your oven to 400°F. Line two baking sheets with parchment paper and set aside.
- Cook the filling. In a large skillet over medium-high heat, brown the ground beef, breaking it apart with a spoon, until no pink remains, about 6–8 minutes. Drain any excess fat. Add the onion and cook until softened, about 3 minutes. Stir in the garlic, salt, pepper, paprika, and oregano and cook 1 minute more. Add the tomato paste and stir to coat the meat evenly. Remove from heat and let cool for 5 minutes.
- Cut the pastry. On a lightly floured surface, unfold each sheet of puff pastry and cut each sheet into 4 equal rectangles, giving you 8 rectangles total.
- Fill the pockets. Place one half-slice of provolone on one side of each pastry rectangle, leaving a 1/2-inch border. Spoon about 3 tablespoons of the beef filling over the provolone. Top with a second half-slice of provolone.
- Seal and crimp. Fold the unfilled half of each pastry rectangle over the filling to create a pocket. Press the edges firmly together with your fingers, then crimp with a fork to seal completely. Transfer to the prepared baking sheets.
- Apply egg wash. Whisk together the beaten egg and 1 tablespoon water. Brush the tops and edges of each pocket with the egg wash. Score the top of each pocket once with a sharp knife to allow steam to escape. Sprinkle with flaky salt if desired.
- Bake. Bake for 22–25 minutes, rotating the pans halfway through, until the pastry is deep golden brown and puffed. Let rest 5 minutes before serving.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 390 | Protein: 19g | Fat: 24g | Carbs: 26g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 480mg