March. Spring again, the eternal return, the crocuses pushing through, the cherry trees budding, the light lengthening its stride. I stand on the balcony with my miso soup and watch the city wake up and the waking is gradual, the way everything gradual is beautiful: dawn, dashi, the way a child learns to read, the way a woman learns to be alone.
I made Fumiko's chirashi for Hinamatsuri — Girls' Day, the annual celebration of daughters. The chirashi is pink and pretty and precisely arranged and Miya eats it with the appreciation of a seven-year-old who has been celebrated on this day for every year of her life and has come to expect it, the expectation a form of love internalized, the internalization the goal. She expects to be celebrated. She expects the chirashi. She expects the kitchen to produce beauty on March 3rd. The expectation is the inheritance working.
The first Portland magazine column was published — "From Jen's Kitchen: The Sunday Market." The essay was about the farmers market ritual, about Carol's kabocha, about shopping as a form of meditation, about the basket that holds two countries. The response was warm — local readers recognized the market, recognized Carol, recognized themselves in the woman standing at the booth choosing vegetables with the seriousness of a sommelier choosing wine. The recognition was the connection. The connection was the point.
I wrote the second column draft — about making dashi, about the overnight soak, about the patience required, about the way patience is not passive but active, the way waiting is not doing nothing but doing the hardest thing: trusting that the water and the kombu and the time will produce something good. The column is teaching me to write differently from the blog — more structured, more polished, the sentences trimmed and fit, the casualness of the blog replaced by the intentionality of the magazine. Both voices are mine. Both are true. The blog is the kitchen at six AM. The column is the kitchen at noon, cleaned up, photographed, the same food presented with more care.
Chirashi means scattered — rice strewn with jewels of fish and egg and pickled things, each piece placed with the carelessness that only careful people achieve. When I couldn’t find the right sashimi-grade fish that week, I found myself reaching for pomegranates instead, their seeds scattering across greens the way toppings scatter across sushi rice, each one a small garnet holding the light. It wasn’t Fumiko’s chirashi, but it carried the same principle: beautiful things, arranged with love, offered to someone who has learned to expect beauty on her plate.
Pomegranate Salad
Prep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 0 minutes | Total Time: 15 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 6 cups mixed salad greens
- 1 cup pomegranate seeds (arils from about 1 large pomegranate)
- 1/2 cup crumbled feta cheese
- 1/4 cup toasted walnuts, coarsely chopped
- 1/4 cup thinly sliced red onion
- 1 small ripe pear, thinly sliced
- Dressing:
- 3 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil
- 2 tablespoons pomegranate juice
- 1 tablespoon red wine vinegar
- 1 teaspoon honey
- 1/2 teaspoon Dijon mustard
- Salt and freshly ground black pepper, to taste
Instructions
- Make the dressing. In a small jar, combine olive oil, pomegranate juice, red wine vinegar, honey, and Dijon mustard. Seal and shake vigorously until emulsified. Season with salt and pepper.
- Prepare the pomegranate. Cut the pomegranate in half and gently remove the seeds, discarding the white pith. Set seeds aside in a small bowl.
- Toast the walnuts. Place walnuts in a dry skillet over medium heat. Stir frequently for 3 to 4 minutes until fragrant and lightly golden. Transfer to a plate to cool.
- Assemble the salad. Arrange the mixed greens on a large platter or in a wide shallow bowl. Scatter the pear slices, red onion, and feta cheese across the top.
- Scatter the pomegranate seeds. Distribute the pomegranate seeds evenly over the salad — let them fall where they will.
- Finish and serve. Sprinkle the toasted walnuts over the top. Drizzle with the dressing just before serving, or serve the dressing alongside.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 245 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 17g | Carbs: 21g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 180mg