Second week of junior year and the pace was establishing itself. The hybrid model had given the school a split personality — the in-person days were more energized, the remote days flatter, the Friday remote days always slightly hard to motivate through. I found a routine for each day type: in-person days I arrived early and stayed late. Remote days I set up at the kitchen table with real structure: desk clear, water bottle, phone in another room, camera on, engaged as if I were physically there. The camera-on rule was something I had decided for myself and I noticed it made me more present. Presence is partly performance and that is not a bad thing. Performing presence until it becomes presence is still presence.
Marcus and I had restored our Thursday study sessions, now held via video call. His mother occasionally appeared in the background of his screen with food, which he accepted without looking away from the camera, which I found very Marcus. Naomi had graduated to AP Biology and was also in a complicated schedule. We were all navigating the same complicated year and the commonality of it was its own form of solidarity.
I had submitted the first piece of my essay collection to Ms. Whitaker for feedback — the piece about the dark roux, which I had expanded and deepened from the version that had been published sophomore year. She wrote back with detailed notes over three paragraphs and ended with: "This is what your book sounds like. Keep writing it." I read that sentence four times. Then I put it at the top of the document as an epigraph for the ongoing project.
I made a sweet potato and black bean soup on Sunday — something I had developed from a recipe idea over the summer, spiced with cumin and chipotle and finished with lime. It was warming and different and mine. I put it in the recipe binder. Another entry. The binder was getting full. I was going to need another one soon. That seemed like a good problem to have.
That Sunday soup — the sweet potato and black bean version I’d been developing — reminded me how much I rely on warm, spiced, deeply layered bowls when the week has demanded real focus from me. Poblano White Chicken Chili hits the same register: smoky, bright with a little heat, finished with something citrusy that makes everything feel intentional rather than just filling. It’s the kind of recipe that belongs in a binder. It earned its page.
Poblano White Chicken Chili
Prep Time: 15 min | Cook Time: 35 min | Total Time: 50 min | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 lbs boneless, skinless chicken breasts
- 2 poblano peppers, roasted, peeled, and diced
- 1 jalapeño, seeded and minced
- 1 medium yellow onion, diced
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 2 (15 oz) cans white cannellini beans, drained and rinsed
- 4 cups low-sodium chicken broth
- 1 cup frozen or fresh corn kernels
- 1 teaspoon ground cumin
- 1 teaspoon chili powder
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano
- 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper (optional)
- Salt and black pepper, to taste
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 4 oz cream cheese, softened and cubed
- Juice of 1 lime
- Fresh cilantro, sliced green onions, sour cream, and shredded Monterey Jack for serving
Instructions
- Roast the poblanos. Place poblano peppers directly over a gas flame or under a broiler, turning occasionally, until charred on all sides, about 8–10 minutes. Transfer to a sealed bag or covered bowl for 5 minutes, then peel, seed, and dice. Set aside.
- Cook the chicken. Season chicken breasts with salt, pepper, and 1/2 teaspoon cumin. Heat 1 tablespoon olive oil in a large Dutch oven or heavy pot over medium-high heat. Add chicken and sear 5–6 minutes per side until cooked through. Remove, rest for 5 minutes, then shred with two forks.
- Sauté the aromatics. Reduce heat to medium. Add remaining tablespoon of olive oil to the pot. Add onion and cook until softened, about 4 minutes. Add garlic and jalapeño and cook 1 minute more until fragrant.
- Build the base. Stir in remaining cumin, chili powder, smoked paprika, oregano, and cayenne if using. Cook spices 30 seconds, stirring constantly. Add diced roasted poblanos, white beans, corn, and chicken broth. Stir to combine.
- Simmer. Bring to a gentle boil, then reduce heat to low and simmer uncovered for 15 minutes to allow flavors to develop and broth to reduce slightly.
- Add cream cheese and chicken. Add the cubed cream cheese and stir until fully melted and incorporated, about 2–3 minutes. Return the shredded chicken to the pot and stir to combine.
- Finish with lime. Squeeze in lime juice, taste, and adjust salt and pepper as needed. Simmer 2 more minutes.
- Serve. Ladle into bowls and top with fresh cilantro, sliced green onions, shredded Monterey Jack, and a dollop of sour cream.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 390 | Protein: 36g | Fat: 14g | Carbs: 29g | Fiber: 7g | Sodium: 520mg