Mid-January and the spring semester is in full swing. My chemistry class is in a new unit — thermochemistry, which is the study of energy changes in chemical reactions, and which I find both fascinating and immediately applicable because every time you cook something you are doing thermochemistry without calling it that. Caramelization is thermochemistry. Baking is thermochemistry. The reason bread rises and then sets is thermochemistry. I told MawMaw Shirley this on the phone and she said she did not need a word for it, she just needed a reliable oven. I said the word did not change the bread, it just explained the bread. She said that was fine as long as I kept studying.
I am continuing to practice étouffée. MawMaw has authorized two more Saturday sessions for this month, which means she is taking my training seriously, which is the highest possible sign of her approval. The first session she had me focus on the butter base — how much butter, how to brown it just slightly without burning it, the color it should be before you add the trinity. Slightly amber. Not gold. Not brown. Slightly amber.
Kayla started a new art project this week — she is making a series of watercolor portraits of family members. She showed me the sketch for mine. In the sketch I am at a stove, not looking at the viewer, focused on whatever is in the pot. I told her it was a good likeness. She said she was going to put it in a gallery one day. I said she probably would and that I wanted a copy.
Mama and Daddy had a conversation this week about the future that I was not supposed to hear but did hear because the kitchen in this house, while beautifully designed, is not soundproofed. They were talking about college savings and whether what they had set aside was going to be enough and the answer was that they would make it enough. I went to bed feeling something complicated that was part love and part gratitude and part a decision, renewed, to work as hard as I possibly could. I am going to earn every cent they spend on me.
I told MawMaw that bread rising is thermochemistry, and she told me all she needed was a reliable oven — and honestly, she’s not wrong. But I kept thinking about that exchange all week, because the best way I know to sit with something complicated is to make something with my hands. This whole wheat bread is not étouffée, but it is patient and precise in the same way étouffée is, and right now I need a recipe that rewards attention. Two small loaves: one for the house, one to leave on MawMaw’s counter next Saturday when I show up for my session.
Perfect Whole Wheat Bread {Small Batch; Two Loaves}
Prep Time: 20 minutes | Cook Time: 35 minutes | Total Time: 2 hours 55 minutes (includes rise time) | Servings: 2 loaves (about 16 slices each)
Ingredients
- 2 1/4 teaspoons active dry yeast (1 standard packet)
- 1 1/2 cups warm water (105–110°F)
- 2 tablespoons honey
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted and slightly cooled
- 1 1/2 teaspoons fine salt
- 2 cups whole wheat flour
- 1 1/2 to 2 cups all-purpose flour, plus more for kneading
- 1 tablespoon neutral oil or butter (for greasing bowls and pans)
Instructions
- Activate the yeast. In a large bowl, combine warm water and honey. Sprinkle the yeast over the surface and let it sit for 5 to 10 minutes, until foamy. If it does not foam, your water was too hot or too cold — start again.
- Build the dough. Stir the melted butter and salt into the yeast mixture. Add the whole wheat flour and stir until fully incorporated. Add 1 1/2 cups of the all-purpose flour and stir until a shaggy dough forms.
- Knead. Turn the dough out onto a lightly floured surface. Knead for 8 to 10 minutes, adding the remaining all-purpose flour a tablespoon at a time as needed, until the dough is smooth, elastic, and slightly tacky but not sticky.
- First rise. Lightly grease a large bowl with oil or butter, place the dough inside, and turn once to coat. Cover with a clean kitchen towel or plastic wrap and let rise in a warm spot for 1 to 1 1/2 hours, until doubled in size.
- Shape the loaves. Punch the dough down gently. Divide it into two equal pieces. Shape each piece into a smooth log roughly the length of your loaf pan. Place each into a greased 8x4-inch loaf pan.
- Second rise. Cover the pans loosely and let the dough rise again for 45 minutes to 1 hour, until the dough crowns about 1 inch above the rim of the pans.
- Bake. Preheat your oven to 375°F. Bake the loaves for 30 to 35 minutes, until deep golden brown on top. To check doneness, tip a loaf out and tap the bottom — it should sound hollow. An internal temperature of 190°F is your thermochemistry confirmation.
- Cool before slicing. Remove the loaves from the pans and let them cool on a wire rack for at least 30 minutes before slicing. Cutting too early compresses the crumb and undoes all that careful rising.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 115 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 2g | Carbs: 21g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 145mg