The book launch. October 15, 2021. The Book Lady on Broughton Street. And baby, I need to tell you every detail because this was the day my life split into before and after, and the after tastes like peach cobbler and Pearl hot sauce and the sound of thirty people clapping for a lunch lady from the east side of Savannah.
I wore my good navy dress. The pearls Earl gave me. Comfortable shoes because I will not suffer for vanity at sixty-six. I brought four trays of food, which Kayla and Devon carried in while I directed from the sidewalk because the general does not carry her own trays.
Thirty people in a bookstore. Folding chairs. Stacks of books on a table. My face on a poster — when did I get old enough to be on a poster? — and Hattie Pearl's skillet on the cover, blown up to poster size, gleaming like it knows it's famous.
I read the first chapter. Shrimp and grits. My voice shook on the first sentence, which was: "I want to tell you something about March in Savannah, baby." It shook because that sentence was the first thing I ever wrote in this blog, five years ago, and reading it aloud in a bookstore to thirty strangers and twenty family members (the chairs were mostly Hendersons — Denise brought everyone) was the most terrifying and beautiful thing I've ever done outside of cooking.
By the second paragraph, I was steady. By the third, I was home. The voice settled into the rhythm I know — slow, meandering, the marsh at twilight — and the room was quiet the way rooms get when people are listening with their whole bodies. I read about Pearl. About the skillet. About Earl and the shrimp and grits. About the children at Hodge. I read for fifteen minutes and when I stopped, the room was silent for three seconds — three perfect seconds — and then they clapped. They clapped and stood up and I looked at Kayla in the front row and she was crying and Denise was crying and Mrs. Crawford was in the second row holding her copy like a hymnal and Gladys was in the back looking proud and competitive and sixty years of friendship, all at once.
I signed books. Thirty copies. My name, in my handwriting, on the title page. Dorothy Henderson. I wrote it thirty times and each time it felt like a prayer.
Now go on and feed somebody.
I brought peach cobbler jars to the launch because that’s what Pearl would have done — send people home with something sweet in their hands. But the cobbler I keep coming back to, the one I make now when I need to sit with that October feeling, is this blackberry version: simple as a prayer, golden on top, bubbling underneath, the kind of thing you can set in front of somebody and say I made this for you and mean every word. If you ever have a night that splits your life in two, I hope you have something this good waiting on the other side of it.
Perfect Blackberry Cobbler
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 50 minutes | Total Time: 1 hour | Servings: 8
Ingredients
- 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter
- 1 cup all-purpose flour
- 1 cup granulated sugar, divided
- 1 tablespoon baking powder
- 1/4 teaspoon salt
- 1 cup whole milk
- 1 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
- 4 cups fresh blackberries (about 18 oz)
- 1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice
- Vanilla ice cream or whipped cream, for serving (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat and melt. Preheat your oven to 350°F. Place the butter in a 9x13-inch baking dish and set it in the oven for 5–7 minutes, just until the butter is fully melted and beginning to foam at the edges. Remove the dish carefully and set aside.
- Make the batter. In a medium bowl, whisk together the flour, 3/4 cup of the sugar, baking powder, and salt. Add the milk and vanilla extract and stir until just combined — a few small lumps are fine. Do not overmix.
- Layer without stirring. Pour the batter directly over the melted butter in the baking dish. Do not stir. The butter will rise up around the edges and that is exactly what you want.
- Prepare the berries. In a separate bowl, gently toss the blackberries with the remaining 1/4 cup sugar and the lemon juice. Scatter the berries evenly over the top of the batter. Again — do not stir. The layers will do their own work in the oven.
- Bake until golden. Bake uncovered for 45–55 minutes, until the top is deep golden brown, the batter has puffed up around the berries, and the edges are bubbling. A toothpick inserted into the batter (not the fruit) should come out clean.
- Rest and serve. Let the cobbler rest for at least 10 minutes before serving. Spoon into bowls and top with vanilla ice cream or whipped cream if you like. Serve warm.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 305 | Protein: 4g | Fat: 12g | Carbs: 48g | Fiber: 3g | Sodium: 215mg