Fall is settling in — not the temperature, which remains aggressively summery because Florida does not believe in seasonal transitions — but the energy. School routines. Real estate rhythms. The post-hurricane repairs winding down as Tampa patches itself up and moves forward because Florida does not dwell. Florida gets hit and gets up and gets another hurricane preparedness kit and keeps going. I admire this about my state. It is the same quality I admire about Mama: the refusal to stay down.
Alexander's college applications are consuming him. He is applying to five schools and each application requires a different essay and each essay requires a different version of himself, and the labor of being multiple versions of yourself at eighteen is exhausting. He sat at the kitchen table on Saturday and said I do not know who they want me to be. I said be who you are. He said that is what everyone says. I said that is because it is true. He said it does not feel true when you are writing five hundred words about a meaningful experience. I said write about the bakery. He said you always say write about the bakery. I said because the bakery is always the answer.
Sophia is thriving in ninth grade biology with an intensity that would concern me if it were directed at anything other than science. She talks about mitosis at dinner. She explains DNA replication during car rides. She corrected my understanding of how yeast works while I was making bread, and she was right, and I was proud and slightly humiliated simultaneously.
I made youvetsi this week — Greek lamb stew with orzo pasta, baked in the oven until the orzo absorbs all the tomato sauce and the lamb falls apart. It is a one-pot wonder, the kind of dish that takes two hours of baking and thirty seconds of assembly and feeds six people for three days. The kitchen smelled like cinnamon and tomato and the particular warmth of something that has been cooking for too long, which in Greek cooking is not too long but exactly long enough.
Mama called to discuss the holiday baking schedule, which begins in October and runs through January and involves enough butter to concern a dairy farmer. She wants me at the bakery every Saturday starting next month. I said I have showings. She said the bakery was here before your showings. She is right. The bakery was here before everything. It will be here after everything. This is both a comfort and a pressure, and I carry both the way I carry all the things Mama gives me: gratefully, heavily, and with more olive oil than is strictly necessary.
The youvetsi was for Sunday, the long slow kind of cooking that carries its own patience—but by Wednesday, when Alexander was still wrestling with essay drafts and Sophia had moved on to explaining meiosis over leftover lamb, I needed something faster that still felt like a hug in a bowl. Penne alla vodka has that same quality as a good Greek tomato sauce: it is deeper than it looks, warmer than it has any right to be, and it feeds more people than you planned for. This is the version I make when the bakery schedule and the showing calendar and the college application portal are all open at the same time and I need dinner to be the one thing that just—works.
Penne alla Vodka
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 30 minutes | Total Time: 40 minutes | Servings: 6
Ingredients
- 1 lb penne pasta
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 4 cloves garlic, minced
- 1/2 medium yellow onion, finely diced
- 1/2 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes
- 1/3 cup vodka
- 1 can (28 oz) crushed tomatoes
- 3/4 cup heavy cream
- 1 teaspoon kosher salt, plus more for pasta water
- 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
- 1/2 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese, plus more for serving
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter
- Fresh basil leaves, for garnish
Instructions
- Boil the pasta. Bring a large pot of heavily salted water to a boil. Cook penne according to package directions until just al dente. Reserve 1/2 cup pasta water before draining.
- Build the base. While pasta cooks, heat olive oil in a large deep skillet or Dutch oven over medium heat. Add onion and cook, stirring occasionally, until softened and translucent, about 5 minutes. Add garlic and red pepper flakes and cook 1 minute more, until fragrant.
- Deglaze with vodka. Pour in the vodka and let it simmer, stirring, until mostly reduced, about 2 minutes. The alcohol will cook off and leave behind a subtle depth.
- Add the tomatoes. Stir in the crushed tomatoes, salt, and black pepper. Bring to a simmer and cook uncovered for 10–12 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the sauce thickens slightly.
- Finish with cream. Reduce heat to low and stir in the heavy cream. Let the sauce simmer gently for 3–4 minutes until it turns a deep rose-orange color and coats a spoon.
- Combine and emulsify. Add the drained penne to the sauce along with the butter and Parmesan. Toss to combine, adding splashes of reserved pasta water as needed to loosen the sauce and help it cling to the pasta.
- Serve immediately. Divide among bowls and top with additional Parmesan and fresh basil. Serve with crusty bread for the sauce that inevitably pools at the bottom of the bowl.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 520 | Protein: 15g | Fat: 22g | Carbs: 62g | Fiber: 4g | Sodium: 540mg