Five years of this journal. Two hundred and sixty weeks. One thousand eight hundred and twenty days. I am forty-four, almost forty-five. The bakery is seven years old. The recipe notebook has one hundred and fifty-five entries. My five children are: Luis Jr., twenty-two, Army Specialist, engaged to Andrea. Isabella, nineteen, UTEP nursing student, 4.0, holding babies. Sofia, almost sixteen, running the bakery with me, Phase Five in progress. Diego, thirteen, published in a STEM journal, designing the Anapra bakery, carrying Professor Waffles. Camila, almost nine, El Paso Children's Chorus, songwriter, owner of a dog named Concha.
What has changed in five years: Rosa is dead. Alejandro is dead. Both Javiers are dead. Luis Jr. went to war and came back. The pandemic came and went. The bakery survived everything. The recipe notebook grew from zero to one hundred and fifty-five. Sofia grew from a girl who wanted an apron to a girl who runs a bakery. Isabella grew from a volunteer at a clinic to a nursing student. Diego grew from a boy with a Lego to a boy with a published paper. Camila grew from a tornado in a pink dress to a singer in a gold dress. The dog arrived. The dog's name is Concha.
What hasn't changed: the conchas. The 4 AM. The flour. The hands. The recipe. The promise. Rosa's name on the door. The candles at St. Patrick's. The caldo on Sunday. The bridge in my heart.
I made conchas this morning. Two hundred. The same as always. The dough smooth. The sugar topping cut in the shell pattern. The oven at 350. The timer at fifteen minutes. The bread came out golden and perfect and it smelled like Rosa's kitchen and like my kitchen and like every kitchen that has ever mattered. And I stood there, holding the tray, five years in, and I thought: I am still here. The bread is still here. The promise is still here. And still here is not a destination. Still here is a direction. Still here is the direction I am going. Still here, still here, still here.
I don’t share the concha recipe — that one belongs to Rosa, to the door, to the 4 AM that never changes — but I share this: the same hands that shaped two hundred conchas this morning came home and made these biscuits for the kids’ dinner, because Sofia asked and because Camila said they smelled like “the bakery but for supper.” Parmesan Sweet Cream Biscuits are not conchas, but they are flour and butter and something warm from an oven, and right now, on this five-year morning, that is enough. Make them with someone you love, or make them alone and know you are still here.
Parmesan Sweet Cream Biscuits
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 14 minutes | Total Time: 24 minutes | Servings: 10 biscuits
Ingredients
- 2 cups all-purpose flour
- 1 tablespoon baking powder
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 1 teaspoon sugar
- 1/2 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese
- 1 1/4 cups heavy sweet cream (do not substitute)
- 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted (for brushing)
- Flaky sea salt, for topping (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat. Heat your oven to 425°F. Line a baking sheet with parchment paper and set aside.
- Mix dry ingredients. In a large bowl, whisk together the flour, baking powder, salt, and sugar until evenly combined.
- Add the Parmesan. Stir the grated Parmesan into the flour mixture, distributing it evenly so every biscuit gets a good amount.
- Add the cream. Pour in the heavy cream and stir gently with a fork or wooden spoon just until a shaggy dough comes together. Do not overmix — the moment it holds, stop.
- Shape the biscuits. Turn the dough out onto a lightly floured surface and pat it gently to about 3/4-inch thickness. Use a 2-inch round cutter (or the rim of a floured glass) to cut out biscuits. Press straight down — do not twist — so they rise evenly. Re-pat scraps and cut remaining biscuits.
- Bake. Arrange biscuits on the prepared baking sheet so they are just touching. Bake for 12–14 minutes, until the tops are pale gold and the edges are set.
- Brush and finish. Remove from the oven and immediately brush the tops with melted butter. Sprinkle with flaky sea salt if desired. Serve warm.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 210 | Protein: 5g | Fat: 12g | Carbs: 21g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 280mg