Spring break and I used it the way I always use breaks: with a mix of deliberate rest and deliberate work, structured to feel like neither entirely. I read two novels and started a third. I worked on the next section of the essay collection — post-second-place, I had a renewed sense of what the writing could be and where it was going. I reorganized my college application notes and added Cornell to the serious consideration list after reading more about their program.
The best day of the week was Saturday, which I spent entirely at MawMaw Shirley's. We cooked together all day — no specific occasion, just the pleasure of it. We made stuffed crabs, which she had been promising to teach me for a year: blue crab shells cleaned and filled with a crabmeat stuffing of buttered breadcrumbs and onion and bell pepper and crab and Cajun seasoning, baked until golden. It was labor-intensive and exact and required knowledge I didn't have before that day. She walked me through every step and let me do each one myself, only guiding when I asked. By the end of the day I had six perfect stuffed crabs and the knowledge to make them again.
We ate them at her kitchen table with a simple salad and French bread. The afternoon was long and warm, the kitchen windows open to the spring air, the magnolia in the yard beginning to bloom. I thought about how many Saturday afternoons I had spent in this kitchen learning something from this woman, and how many more I intended to spend, and how that number was a form of wealth that no test score or competition placement could quantify. The kitchen is the place I become most myself. She is the person who showed me that. I am not done learning from her. I will never be done.
MawMaw Shirley’s stuffed crabs are a lesson I’ll carry for the rest of my life — but they’re also a Saturday-long commitment that requires blue crab shells and patience I’m still building. On the evenings when I want to bring that same Cajun warmth to the table without a full day in the kitchen, I come back to this pan-seared cod: simple, bold, and deeply seasoned in the same Southern spirit she taught me to love. It’s not MawMaw’s recipe, but every time I shake that Cajun seasoning over the skillet, I’m standing in her kitchen again, learning how to make something from scratch.
Pan-Seared Cod
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 12 minutes | Total Time: 22 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 4 cod fillets (about 6 oz each), patted dry
- 2 tablespoons olive oil
- 1 tablespoon unsalted butter
- 1 1/2 teaspoons Cajun seasoning
- 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
- 1/2 teaspoon smoked paprika
- 1/4 teaspoon salt, or to taste
- 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
- 2 cloves garlic, minced
- 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice
- 2 tablespoons fresh parsley, chopped (for garnish)
- Lemon wedges, for serving
Instructions
- Season the fish. In a small bowl, combine Cajun seasoning, garlic powder, smoked paprika, salt, and black pepper. Pat cod fillets completely dry with paper towels, then rub the spice mixture evenly over both sides of each fillet.
- Heat the skillet. Heat olive oil in a large cast-iron or stainless steel skillet over medium-high heat until shimmering, about 2 minutes. The pan should be hot enough that a drop of water sizzles immediately on contact.
- Sear the cod. Place fillets in the skillet without crowding. Cook undisturbed for 4–5 minutes until a golden crust forms on the bottom and the fish releases easily from the pan. Flip carefully and cook an additional 3–4 minutes until the fish is opaque and flakes easily with a fork.
- Build the pan sauce. Reduce heat to medium-low. Add butter and minced garlic to the skillet and cook for 30 seconds, stirring, until fragrant. Squeeze lemon juice over the fillets and spoon the garlic butter over the top of each fillet.
- Rest and serve. Remove fillets from the skillet and let rest 2 minutes. Garnish with fresh parsley and serve immediately with lemon wedges and your choice of sides — French bread and a simple salad work beautifully.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 230 | Protein: 34g | Fat: 10g | Carbs: 2g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 420mg