October 1st. Two months into the school year. The kids have settled — each one with their own particular rhythm now legible to me. T. reads for twelve uninterrupted minutes most mornings and I do not interrupt him. Rosa has found that the sensory corner with the weighted blanket works better than the tent for her specifically and I have adjusted accordingly. A student I will call Marcus has started initiating communication using his device, unprompted, three to four times a day. Three months ago the IEP goal was two times a week. I update the progress note and do not make a big deal of it in front of him, because he has made it clear he does not want applause. I note it and move on and inside I am doing every kind of celebration.
Home visit to Oak Lawn this weekend. Babcia Rose at Sunday dinner — she seemed well, telling stories, eating fully. She made gołąbki, the stuffed cabbage rolls, which she has been making since before my father was born. I sat in her kitchen while she worked and asked questions and she answered them selectively, which is her method. She showed me how she tests whether the cabbage is flexible enough to roll: "You know." I asked how you know. She showed me with her hands.
Made a roasted chicken again this week — my reliable anchor. One five-dollar bird from Aldi, salt and lemon and olive oil, roasted at 425. The cast iron catches the drippings. The skin crisps. The house smells like home in a way that home never smelled because at home Patty made the chicken not me. Now I make it and it smells like competence and care and dinner.
Picked the bones for soup on Tuesday, as always. Made stock Wednesday night. The whole bird lasted four days and I spent thirty-five minutes total of active cooking over those four days. This is the math of cooking for one on a teacher's salary. This is the blog in concentrated form. One bird, four days, thirty-five minutes, five dollars. I live by this.
The bird I described in this post — salt, lemon, cast iron, 425 degrees — is my ritual, my reset button. But on nights when I want to stay at the stove instead of walking away from the oven, this pan seared version with a creamy mustard sauce has become the variation I reach for: same affordable cut, same cast iron, same feeling of competence building in the pan. Babcia Rose taught me, in her way, that knowing something with your hands is different from knowing it with your head, and this sauce — watching the cream reduce, tasting it twice, adjusting — is the kind of knowing she meant.
Pan Seared Chicken with a Creamy Mustard Sauce
Prep Time: 10 minutes | Cook Time: 25 minutes | Total Time: 35 minutes | Servings: 2–4
Ingredients
- 2 lbs bone-in, skin-on chicken thighs or breasts (about 4 pieces)
- 1 tsp kosher salt
- 1/2 tsp black pepper
- 1/2 tsp garlic powder
- 1 tbsp olive oil
- 1 tbsp unsalted butter
- 3 cloves garlic, minced
- 1/2 cup chicken broth
- 1/2 cup heavy cream
- 2 tbsp Dijon mustard
- 1 tsp whole grain mustard
- 1 tsp fresh thyme leaves (or 1/4 tsp dried)
- Salt and pepper to taste
- Fresh parsley, chopped, for garnish
Instructions
- Season the chicken. Pat chicken pieces completely dry with paper towels. Season all sides generously with salt, pepper, and garlic powder. This step is not optional — dry skin is crispy skin.
- Sear skin-side down. Heat olive oil in a large cast iron or heavy-bottomed skillet over medium-high heat until shimmering. Place chicken skin-side down and do not move it for 6–8 minutes, until the skin is deep golden brown and releases naturally from the pan.
- Flip and finish cooking. Flip the chicken, reduce heat to medium, and cook another 10–14 minutes until an instant-read thermometer reads 165°F at the thickest point. Transfer chicken to a plate and tent loosely with foil.
- Build the sauce. Pour off all but about 1 tablespoon of fat from the pan. Add butter and melt over medium heat. Add minced garlic and cook, stirring, for 60 seconds until fragrant but not browned.
- Deglaze and reduce. Pour in the chicken broth and scrape up any browned bits from the bottom of the pan — that’s flavor. Let it reduce by half, about 2–3 minutes.
- Finish the sauce. Stir in the heavy cream, Dijon mustard, whole grain mustard, and thyme. Simmer over medium-low heat for 3–4 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the sauce coats the back of a spoon. Taste and adjust salt and pepper.
- Serve. Return the chicken to the pan, spoon sauce generously over each piece, and garnish with fresh parsley. Serve immediately with crusty bread, roasted potatoes, or simply over rice.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 420 | Protein: 34g | Fat: 29g | Carbs: 4g | Fiber: 0g | Sodium: 610mg