February and I have been reading about bread the way I read about cast iron two years ago: looking for the principle underneath the technique. There is a bread called tangzhong, which is a cooked flour paste that you add to the dough, that makes bread extraordinarily soft and keeps it soft for days. I made it this week in a milk bread recipe I found online and the resulting loaf was so soft it was almost cloud-like, with a thin golden crust and an interior that pulled into sheets when you tore it. Biscuit had strong opinions about the smell while it baked.
The semester is going well. Statistics is demanding but I am finding it more interesting than I expected. There is something satisfying about the logic of it, about the way data tells a story if you know how to read it. I wrote to Dr. Albright this week asking if I could come to his office hours to talk about research methods, and he said yes, and we spent forty minutes talking about my research question from last semester. He said: I would like to see you pursue this. I said I am thinking about transferring to a four-year program. He was quiet for a moment and then he said: you should. I am putting that on my refrigerator in my head.
Sunday dinner this week was a quiet one. Gloria has had a cold all week and was not fully herself. I made the chicken and rice, the simple version, and brought soup from home. She ate at the kitchen table bundled in a sweater and James hovered near her in his way, which is gentle and worried and expressed through offers of tea. I washed all the dishes and made sure the kitchen was clean before I left.
After a week of studying the logic of tangzhong and coaxing that cloud-soft loaf out of the oven, I found myself wanting something that asked almost nothing of me — a recipe that honored the bread without competing with it. This orange toast became exactly that: a gentle, bright thing to make with the last few slices, a reward that smells like something good is always possible even on a slow Sunday. It felt right to end the week on something simple and sweet.
Orange Toast
Prep Time: 5 minutes | Cook Time: 5 minutes | Total Time: 10 minutes | Servings: 4
Ingredients
- 4 slices thick-cut white or brioche bread
- 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, softened
- 3 tablespoons granulated sugar
- 1 tablespoon fresh orange zest (from about 1 large orange)
- 2 tablespoons fresh orange juice
- 1/8 teaspoon fine salt
- 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat the broiler. Set your oven broiler to high and position a rack about 6 inches from the heat source. Line a baking sheet with foil.
- Make the orange butter. In a small bowl, combine the softened butter, sugar, orange zest, orange juice, salt, and vanilla extract if using. Stir until smooth and well combined — the mixture will be slightly loose from the juice.
- Prep the bread. Arrange the bread slices in a single layer on the prepared baking sheet. Spread the orange butter generously and evenly over each slice, reaching all the way to the edges.
- Broil. Place the baking sheet under the broiler and broil for 3 to 5 minutes, watching closely, until the tops are golden, bubbling, and lightly caramelized at the edges. The sugar will melt into a glossy, fragrant crust.
- Serve immediately. Transfer to a serving plate and eat while warm. The toast is best fresh from the oven when the top is still crisp and the center is soft.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 245 | Protein: 3g | Fat: 13g | Carbs: 30g | Fiber: 1g | Sodium: 195mg