The week before MawMaw Shirley's eightieth birthday. The planning is done. The groceries are bought. The family is coming. Jamal confirmed — he is driving from Houston, Brittany and Jalen in the car, twelve hours, because Jamal Robinson does not miss his grandmother's eightieth birthday for anything. Kayla is coming from Lafayette. Terrence confirmed (another monosyllabic text: "there"). Mama and Daddy, of course. Me, of course. The table will be full.
I have been thinking about what to say to MawMaw Shirley on her birthday. Not a speech — she would hate a speech, the way she hates dishwashers and store-bought king cake and any form of public emotional display that she cannot control. But something. A recognition. The woman is eighty. She has cooked for sixty-plus years. She has fed three generations. She has buried a husband and a grandchild and rebuilt after a flood and survived a pandemic and her hands, in their cotton gloves, are still reaching for the wooden spoon every morning. She deserves something. Not a speech. A meal. Made by me. In her kitchen. With her pot. That is the something. The meal is the speech. The gumbo is the thank-you. The roux is the love letter.
Organic chemistry continues. We are in stereoisomers — molecules that are mirror images of each other, identical in composition but different in arrangement, like MawMaw Shirley's gumbo and mine: same recipe, same ingredients, different hands, and the difference in the hands makes one version slightly different from the other, not better or worse, just different, the way a left hand and a right hand are different but both equally useful. Stereoisomers are the science of difference within sameness, and I find them beautiful.
I made red beans and rice Friday — the $3.47 version — and I thought about the morning, about Baker, about the cast iron pot waiting on MawMaw Shirley's stove, about the roux I will make on Saturday that will be the most important roux of the year. Not the MCAT. Not the capstone. The roux. Because the roux is for MawMaw Shirley, and MawMaw Shirley is the reason for everything, and the reason turns eighty on Saturday, and the Saturday will be perfect because the roux will be right and the family will be there and the table will be full.
The red beans were already simmering when I decided to make bread — not because the Friday meal needed anything more, but because that Friday felt like it needed something made with my hands, something that proved I was ready for Saturday. There’s a particular kind of calm that comes from putting together a no-knead loaf: you mix it, you wait, the yeast does what it was made to do, and it comes out warm and honest and right. That’s what I needed the night before the most important roux of my year.
No-Knead Whole Wheat Bread
Prep Time: 10 min (plus 12–18 hr rise) | Cook Time: 45 min | Total Time: ~13–19 hr | Servings: 12 slices
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 cups whole wheat flour
- 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour, plus more for dusting
- 1/4 teaspoon active dry yeast
- 1 1/2 teaspoons kosher salt
- 1 1/2 cups warm water (about 110°F)
- 1 tablespoon honey (optional, for a slightly sweeter loaf)
- 1 tablespoon olive oil (for coating the bowl)
Instructions
- Mix the dough. In a large bowl, whisk together the whole wheat flour, all-purpose flour, yeast, and salt. Add the warm water (and honey if using) and stir with a wooden spoon until a shaggy dough forms — it will look rough and sticky. That’s exactly right. Do not knead.
- First rise. Lightly coat the inside of the bowl with olive oil, cover tightly with plastic wrap or a damp kitchen towel, and let the dough rest at room temperature for 12 to 18 hours. The dough is ready when the surface is bubbly and it has roughly doubled in size.
- Shape the loaf. Turn the dough out onto a lightly floured surface. Fold it over itself two or three times, then shape it into a round ball. Place it seam-side down on a large sheet of parchment paper. Cover loosely and let it rest for 1 to 2 hours until puffy.
- Preheat the oven and pot. About 30 minutes before baking, place a Dutch oven (or heavy oven-safe pot with a lid) in the oven and preheat to 450°F. The pot must be screaming hot when the dough goes in.
- Bake covered. Carefully lift the dough using the parchment paper and lower it into the hot Dutch oven. Score the top with a sharp knife or scissors (a single slash or an X works well). Cover with the lid and bake for 30 minutes.
- Bake uncovered. Remove the lid and bake for an additional 12 to 15 minutes, until the crust is deep golden brown and the loaf sounds hollow when you tap the bottom.
- Cool before slicing. Transfer the bread to a wire rack and let it cool for at least 30 minutes before cutting. The crumb continues to set as it cools — slicing too early will make it gummy.
Nutrition (per serving)
Calories: 115 | Protein: 4g | Fat: 1g | Carbs: 23g | Fiber: 2g | Sodium: 240mg